why are you so in love with bittersweet romance?

30.11.05 ;

;your heart is an empty room

okay im bored =x ah and i refuse to sleep. haha okay jie had prom today, i think it's fun. i want prom TOO! but stupid lah our school. maybe next yr we shall all go to RI's one since yinwei said they could invite girls. ehehe and pretend that its our prom :D

uh went shopping with mommy and daddy today. i think they were trying to buy me something cos jiejie bought so much stuff for prom then theyre tryna make up for it =x then i was saying no to lotsa stuff cos i wanted to buy the nicenice heels and the guess bag and maybe some zara tees AND GO LIANGCOURT TO BUY THE SUPERCOOL EARRINGS. but anw i was quite disappointed la orchard seems to have lesser nice clothes =x and then guess what, the heels that i wanted was out of stock and other shops didnt have nice ones. they didnt sell the guess bag at scotts plaza or taka! and we didnt go liangcourt )x okay im uber sad. but my dad say weekend go orchard shopping again harhar.! :D maybe they'll have new stock.

i like that guess watch! haha damn stupid la they sell a guess denim skirt for 375 bucks. and you cant even tell whats the brand cos they didnt put it there. no nice sequins somemore.

uh okay i think i hafta sleep now =x gdnight.!

solongGOODBYE

28.11.05 ;

;hey there delilah

haha yinwei has pretty good/weird taste in music too. -highfives.

just read some shitass thing so i thought i might as well blog here about it. for starters i know i have, (or rather we have) got the right to write about it more than those silly wannabes.

maybe its the confidence or maybe its the arrogance, i simply cant stand pple who havent seen the world, something like jing di zhi wa perhaps. see its a good thing to watch tv alright. theyre not even freaking considered naive, theyre just plain stupid.

if you want to rank the good schools, we'll prolly end up with schools like rgs ri ny tchs and maybe acsi victoria dunman. okay nus high's one of them (: anw so yeah, some kids think that just cos theyre in schools like say, scgs or any other ij schools theyve got the right to actl look down or insult pple. seriously, you guys are no different from them. youre not exactly smart, just average. and if you think youre so highclass just cos oh you speak english and you have a pretty face, get a life. there are tons other girls in rgs and nanyang who's got the looks, the brains, and the personality.

its nice to be able to speak english, sure. but your reason for doing so is because thats the only language you can speak without sounding like a duck. and the thing is, your grammar aint that good either. i always believed that theres a reason why you didnt manage to go to a good school after psle.

im not trying to say that pple from these schools are stupid. some of them are, quite smart and theyre nice too. but there are just some who have the misconception that theyre superior. as far as im concerned, we're in no way inferior to them. the reason is obvious enough.

one thing: if you cant dance then dont. if your excuse for not doing so is that it looks slutty or whore-ish or whatsoever ... uh well thats quite a lousy excuse. grow up girl. maybe you dont know but your britney spears idol have done more outrageous stuff. its time for you to learn how to accept others for who/what they are.

m sure you have no idea what im talking about (: actl i dont really know either. i was just mad/amused/ insert-random-arrogant-word-here basically, i'll be nice to you if youre uh, nice la. i dont like making enemies. but its cos we're so confident that sometimes when some pple who are obviously inferior try and make a statement and insult us, we get nasty. you know if they just shutup we might have been good friends with them.?

okay im gng get more songs now. have a nice day and merry christmas.!

solongGOODBYE

;

;listen well will you marry me!

OMG I LOVE THIS SONG. haha the suffering by coheed and cambria. i like their vocalist alot! oh yes heehee,

CONGRATS TO YINWEI!

-grins- haha third round alrdy whee your mom really organising fan club arh! (: so cute. whee we must conference more. like, last night! :D

anw oh yeah the party blahblah then conferences at night haha i thought y'all dao me okay! how i know the phone's the problem =x but anw after that i talked to pehpeh for quite a while too.! oh then saturday. ~~stupid~~ korkor woke me up at 8AM la )x yeah then i helped him with his flag day. (see im such a cool meimei) haha met gabriel.! the sji one. hes funnaaaye (x and all the other squashers. i didnt know those at yoshinoya were only sec 2! haha tried to bluff them okay! about the siblings thing but gerald actl rmbred me from the swimming carnival! haha hes got nice china eyes alright. looks like that prince from chi zi cheng long show that i used to like! and i rmbr their names :D mervin and roy at yoshinoya.!

uh then i was the sticker girl (: im damn cool. okay yeah haha etc then we went to look for yinwei at mediacorp. walked all the way in okay! was house-scouting with almeric haha then after that we left cos by the time yinwei's ready it'll be too late. went macritchie! (x then met pehpeh and we played bball at tanglin cc for a while before gng back. oh me and pehpeh talked at lot one macs for a while. yay my berrynice yoghurt harhar!

anw yeah they smashed my phone, took away the internet modem, took away my hse phone and what else. yeah they grounded me. jo says my parents are immature =x i agree. and now i hafta come into the world of carrying retarded phones that no one else uses nowadays. some freaking motorola phone. ive always used nokia, now its freaking hard to type :
anw conferenced ytd night. and i talked with yinwei til 5AM (x pehpeh he sang for me kay -smirks- its so nice to talk to pple during holidays, if not i'll be like damn bored la! anw conference tonight again okay (x

ah yeah speaking of which, im doing up a lovelist blog.! (: haha actl i wanted to do one last yr but then in the end i became too lazy. but since im so bored nowadays and im grounded (inofficially) i did my own template.! engaged's the only one who knows the address as of now.! haha i miss him a lot <3

solongGOODBYE

24.11.05 ;

btw i ate luncheon meat cum garlic toast this morning =x amanda is over again helping my sister with her jigsaw. shes pretty nice. anw im here cos i forgot to thank korkor for staying up tuesday night/monday morning and sitting by the bedside trying to stop me from falling off the bed. i appreciate that la okay (: byebye im gna read my yaksha book now haha!

solongGOODBYE

23.11.05 ;

;homesick at spacecamp

uh i got carsick today =x for the first time in my life.! was taking that shuttle bus out from aloha loyang. anw the driver cant really drive so yeah.

in general, arts fest was ~~a failure~~ okay. actl it wasnt that bad, the strings performances were relatively okay and prof lai actl auctioned off stuff and dance performance was pretty nice (i was rooting for darling aiwei! and other cheerldrs too! :D) wheeee uhm but the nice part was the disco party yeah.? we were super crazy and it was fun cos we got charmaine to dance with us at the dance floor.! and we're so cool cos the rest of them are so loser they actl formed up a train kinda thing to R&B music. okay i think we're more than prepared for chinablack hahahaha. but mira can reaaaaally shake (x

and then i love nov/dec cos its the season for making friends! (: yay and making friends are nice i suppose. haha i think i sound like some squealy sec 1 girls school kid but nvm. screw you, its good to be young okay HARHAR. on the other hand, i sound pretty intellectual at the other blog. maybe it's 'cos engaged is the one who's reading the entries.

my sister's watching an indian show outside heehee okay nvm. before the real arts fest me and aiwei went to lot one.! korkor treated us to harry potter :D his friend augustine watched with us too! hahah cedric is cute okay i dont care, but i was hoping he'll die sooner so that the movie ends faster and we wont get killed by dr wong (: oh after everything, we did all our dances again in the fibo room :\ im so gna miss it la.! and all the informal practices we had there.! following which, korkor ezra eunice aiwei me daniel went to macs for uh, supper haha. we were like super thirsty can. oh yeah see i made a new friend that day - daniel! haha hes pretty nice. we all agreed to practise breakdancing during the holidays together.!

mm then yeah the party. it was fun! hahaha excluding some parts. anw ive gotta put this here 'cos i felt really insulted. like, fdsjhgdfgf no way dude. nat and gang actl thought that i liked kenny, which is way impossible cos he gave me a 'samuel-tan' as a first impression. not saying anything abt samuel 'cos hes pretty nice, its just that for me, kenny belongs to the type of pple whom i can take one glance and be certain that i'll nvr like them in that way. he is uh, quite sporting la i suppose. im sorry if you thought that my actions indicated that i like him or anything like that, but uhm i thought it was pretty obvious that the idea itself is ridiculous.

back to the party. my sis's friends came and at first it was pretty awkward etc. went swimming with the cheerldrs and sarah.! then pizza steamboat (harhar) bbq :D we played truth or dare and omg hahah this was super funny. the guys were very sporting. and yup yinwei sings really nicely. no wonder he made it into the students superstar thing (x hahaha poor kenny kept kennaing the dares. the first one was to do prostitute pushups (okay he tried to be seductive) and the next one was to borrow a bikini from our next door neighbours. we took pictures of it harhar so now we can uhm blackmail him (: third one was to sing, and he sang 'i dream'. well, hes the lead vocalist of their band! anw, bryan did handstand for two full minutes! daniel had to drink the special concoction by opy. haha and the 'youre the rose among my rosebushes' by opy, it was really cute [[:

then ezra did catwalks and strip dance (shirt only) to the music :D and sarah pole-danced with pehpeh as the pole hahaha! oh yes and that RI gabriel was the one who kept coming up with the outrageous dares heehee. in the end he had to do a strip dance (down to his boxers). it was ... funny. i laughed alot.

anw then some dance breakdance etc at the dance floor. jojo euncie kris etc cooked for us! (: thank you so much. and nat mira baby&friends at the bbq pit! :D then watched the uncensored version of love actually. it was supersuper gross la haha. then i went out and talked to kcc yinwei korkor baby and shane i think. yeah haha the stupid uncooked chicken wings =x went out for a walk and there was the stupid 3am emily rose and the demon thing. and the dont-stand-in-the-centre-or-you'll-get-killed-first by almeric :\ and played bball i think. haha watched the man u match then slept cos it was so boring. oh yes haha we went for another walk later i think.

went t baby's hse on tuesday! haha his mom is very nice (x slept for a few hours on his bed :D while they were racing, and baby got the gold prize thing under 24 secs! yes then we watched wedding crashers. went down and played bball again (: then after that guys went to play street soccer and pehpeh scored a goal for me.

lalala why am i telling you what ive done. actl i dont think anyone would really bother to read cept for those who went and did those things with me. then again, they would have KNOWN what happened. uh i think its 'cos i wna rmbr these moments. im so afraid of getting amnesia, you know? i can prolly write a book entitled 'how your mind works' with xavier some day! :D have a nice day pple, and uhm, merry christmas haha.

solongGOODBYE

22.11.05 ;

;escape artists never die

okay party later. i've been on some sort of weird hiatus ever since the term ended =x i reached home late almost everynight then i guess im too lazy to come online. okay so anw, wow i dont knw louis and isaac etc. heehee and theyre coming. cookies and popcorn! (: haha you knw i love aiwei so much! we all conferenced last night.

cap wasnt that baaaad. i thought i wld get much lower than last sem's but i actl hit the 4 mark. yay -grins- but somehow i think i dont deserve it, considering how much ive played this whole sem. but i wont complain (x

and the funny thing was daddy didnt have anything to tell the mentors at all hahaha. oh and i skipped mentor grp party cos i figured out only the boys wld go kenwei's hse. and play tos maybe. whee gna pick aiwei up now. byebye (:

solongGOODBYE

16.11.05 ;

;i just wanna jump

dear diary,

today i had my first kiss(:

okay sorry diary i was lying =x anw yes yes yes before i forget, mirabella ann foo wan yun kissed me today.! and to thank her for such a wonderful kiss i uhm, kissed her back! :D see so now its the main display of both our phones hahaha.

anw mister diary im freaking hurt cos in mira's blog, she declared that im unwanted. therefore im here to clarify that im NOT okay ): i, eugenia ong sze ying, am capable of finding a prom date. as mentioned in my previous post, im gna get a breakdancer-runner-hot-guy.! and hes gna be my prom date. heehee uh i saw someone who fit that description just now on the channel eight show but hes too old =x

anw so ya its still my first kiss cos its the first kiss that mira's giving me! (note: please do not get the wrong idea, im not looking forward to kiss no. 2 :D) heheheh unless you dont count it this way. then again im prettttty sure that it wasnt mira's first kiss too.!

whee today so bored we're all busy taking pictures in the mrl with our phones! hahaha and then used mira's camera too! :D we're vain pple, NOT. uhm im quite proud of cheerleaders -grins- cos some of us have scored really well in certain areas for this semester's exams.

kris got 84 for bio and 38 for stats! aiwei got 39 for poly! i got 38 for gambling! jo euncie mira tiff got so high for english! esp jo's beauty compo harhar (x andandand mira scored well for geog too.! and me and jo's chineseeeee.! yay hahaha. then the rest we scored relatively okay marks (: hahah and the bilingual competition rmbr.!

anw yes mister diary im quite scared for arts fest like fgsjflghld what if i screw up. heheheh but i knw mira lurrrrves me so it doesnt matter hahaha i love my face change partner cum prom date! provided she doesnt go prom with her acs date! :DD

solongGOODBYE

15.11.05 ;

;demolition lovers

shopping at bugis is pretty fun (x haha yay i bought my boyjeans at topshop there. euncie darling bought hers alrdy too! somemore ours are the same size and type haha.! and our shirts :\ bossini is cheap. but maybe i'll go buy the shirts someday to sleep in. theyre quite comfortable i suppose.

okay so anw i finally bought a denim skirt. then me and mommy went arnd looking for shoes. i saw this OMG DAMN NICE purple kipling bag and its lke 109bucks but so much nicer than guess's bag. i want it so much :\ and its really pretty. and then there's this nice pair of sandals(?) that cost arnd 44. its quite nice, haha im gna put it in my christmas wishlist too. and another pair of heels that mommy wanted to buy for me at first but i was so scared that i cldnt walk in it i refused to get it. cos if not very malu :
oh yeah and results.
my maths were pretty okay. i scored abit higher than what i did last sem i suppose. 38 for gambling, 36 for stats and matrices, 32 for coord. heehee but coord is the only thats outta 50, the rest are out of 40. kris is smart (x we got almost the same for all the subjects i think, plus minus a bit.!

uh and the sciences were okay la. yay 37/50 for waves. uhm dont ask about optics. but anw i was sure i cld have gotten higher for waves since. theyre all careless mistakes. bio was relatively okay. chem too 'cept that some pple got surprisingly high for their intellect. mr sukandar was smiling at me kay.! i wonder if he thinks im stupid :\ cos im NOT.

HARHAR CHINESE
JIESHEN IS SO NICE <3

wheee 51/70 for compo i beat jojo by a mark. then she was over there whining about the content :p uh and 70/90 for paper. me > royston, so royston lost. but royston > jieshen, therefore me > royston > jieshen. and jieshen ended up treating both of us! so nice (x

im kinda scared for arts fest. dont laugh please -frowns anthony and his friend's coming, but i havent seen them before. pehpeh and sarah and korkor are coming too, and so are aiwei's friends. i doubt theyre here to hear the choir sing or the drama club quote shakespeare and anw we invited them so yeah! we're so screwed. we havent synchro-ed the badanna/scarf dance yet. and the formation and stuff like that! bryan! you must memorize okay! :
dance cca is quite okay what aiya mira must stop worrying! she is so cute (: yay prom date haha who's hotter man.! im gna get an ri breakdancer-cum-runner-cum-guitarist-cum-hotguy to be my prom date then i can ditch you -grins.

oh yeah hahah ijtp is freaking BLEUGH. its like, damn loser. korkor was telling me that theyre having their prefects camp and wtf they went to invite sji prefects to go help out or smthng like that (are they sluts or what). so anw poor korkor hafta wake up early (heehee) and go help them. i always thought that st nicks normally paired up with cat high or sji since their cut-off scores are arnd the same, and other ij schools like sjc prolly paired up with st pats or st gabs. oh well, haha all i know is that nygh + tchs = hwachong family and ri + rgs = raffles family.

solongGOODBYE

12.11.05 ;

;magic sticks in december

my daddy just massaged my feet for me hahah so nice! (: everyone loves their daddys.! anw we had cheer prac today. uhm yeah haha fer nowdrop! our school is damn cheap blahblahblah they shld just go rent the nanyang auditorium. the tickets are the same price but the quality is so much different. nanyang got nice aircon and seats where you can actl see the performers.!

you know what. i nvr had that holier-than-thou attitude til i really came to this school. as in like, i dont really look down or despise pple who are stupid or ugly or whatsoever. cos its really mean to do so. but i find it okay to laugh and insult pple who are obviously stupid/ugly and theyve got a cert to prove it but they STILL think theyre damn smart and pretty. its amusing, really. but after a while it just gets irritating.

anw i cant stand idiots who think its cool to listen to system of a down or cradle of filth or etcetc. the only reason ~~why~~ (no you cannot put 'the reason' and 'why' together!) you heard it was cos it was on the radio like recently and you thought its cool to listen to hardcore metal and its the in thing. but the truth is, its not. its prolly in the generation of 'who let the dogs out' and limpbiskit (WHICH ANNOYED ME TREMENDOUSLY) i thought its kinda loud and disturbing (and noisy) i'ld only listen to them 'cos of the few nice songs like violent pornography and chop suey. and byob too but it was so long ago and its pretty stupid anw other than the singing-like-an-idiot part.

and i bet youve nvr heard of bands like unwritten law or three days grace cos youre so ulu youre listening to 'cool' music not nice music. they make nice music dude. like waaaaaay better than cradle of filth. :DDD actl nymphetamine was pretty nice, but you guys prolly only got to knw of it after it hit some charts or smthng like that. i think nemesis is nicer though but how come no one knows of it :\ and suddenly like months after having motion city soundtrack in my ipod, i realised how cute my favorite accident was! :D and brand new is soooo cool.

kay byebye.!
pink rocks.

solongGOODBYE

11.11.05 ;

;kill the messenger

eh shucks ive been sneezing so much these few days c'mon own up who's the one who's been cursing me all this while -.- i was just thinking about how rarely i sneeze then for this entire week i caught a stupid cold. my nose is so itchy and i feel like sneezing every ten seconds now ]:

anw AAAHH i just found out that hongjunyang sang the song for wu chu cai hong on channel eight! <3333 rocks la hahah my mom just told me.

and wangzibianqingwa is SO CUTE cos shan jun hao has got that whack-me face when he doesnt smile. and xuziqian is super poor thing. ye tianyu is cute :D

oh yes 'cos this few days ive been reaching home quite late so when i come online i ended up sleeping in front of the computer!

wednesday;
after everything, me aiwei xavier sarah went to paradigm and played pool! hahaha i totally owned them la :D didnt lose AT ALL. im so talented, aiwei -smirks. but its okay hahah cos youre my dear rmbr? and dear youre supposed to teach me how to play pool! -grins at sarah and pehpeh

anw yeah then dear's friend came, uh some guy called arthur and he lost to me cos he whacked in the black ball. hurhur see im on winning streaks [: or maybe im just plain goooood (x and there was this game with pehpeh when he whacked in two balls during the break and when it was my turn he had like what, three balls left? but i beat him okay. i just caught up and beat him by 2-3 balls. AHAHA SO FUN. see thats why i love playing pool.! (paradigm aunty hates me and pehpeh! :\)

oh i was on a picture-snapping craze.! haha and i familiarized myself with aiwei's camera! (: went heeren shopped arnd (while tiff was at ARMANI!!!) and tried on stuff with the girls, then we met the rest of the cheer team - mira jo kris tiff, except for eunice! hahaha we were all wearing short skirts la it was so funny, so cheer and jo's one was the shortest! followed by kris or tiff i think :D

then marche! hahah shared food with mira and aiwei and we ate quite a bit (: i LOVE movenpick ice cream laaa.! esp the time they came to nanyang and gave us free strawberry icecream harhar. absolutely delicious. uhm yeah took more pictures then after that took neos! (: was pretty funny cos its the same machine that we took with alex at bugis! mm then shopped arnd for tiff's heels (shes tall enough) and taxied back with mira and kris.! i was quite tired at the end of the day.

thursday;
uh basically went to school, met jo and kris and searched for project topics etc. man, the one about tiles color and optical illusions were really freaky! and HAHAHA i screamed then jojo chain-reactioned and screamed without even knowing why she did so. anw yeah we're damn cheap we actl rented/borrowed that lousy piece of glass from the black cabinets in the com lab for our pepper's ghost project :D and i felt like a thief and as if i stole that piece of glass when we were taking public transport back to kris's hse! :\ yeah watched dangou while doing the DOWNSIDE pinhole (:

friday;
finished our project lalalaaa we are SO PRO (: uh and did now drop! taught bryan so now everyone knows the step! wheeee i cannot wait i cannot wait i cannot wait.! :D

i love my cheerteam.
you suckers got served!

solongGOODBYE

8.11.05 ;

;my favorite accident

yay left two maths papers and haha paradigm awaits. then either marche or chijmes.! (what happened to poor cafe cartel :\) expo today was relatively easy. the stupid graphs haha i started studying on bus 92 with krisseh.! and then its just polynomials and gambling left trm, which im very obviously not gna study tonight (x

listening to evanescence now haha and other songs i used to like alot last year! <3 so nice.

you wanna know more more more about me,
im the girl whos kicking the coke machine
im the one thats honking at you cos i left late again

hey! hey! hey!
could you see i want you by the way i push you away (yeah)
dont judge me tmr by the way im acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction (yeah)
hey! hey!

get tangled up in me.

haha im reminded of brittany.

solongGOODBYE

7.11.05 ;

;cute without the e

twinkydinkypinky HIIIIGH!

heh. omg we finished physics today like omigosh-this-is-so-kewl. harhar do i sound like fiona? dont know hahah when i typed that i was reminded of her. ahaha im hyperventilating! :D

some boring maths left. and i havent studied/looked yet. but im proud cos haha i filed maths stuff -grins. i think i may hafta hand up stats file AGAIN. cos he didnt mark my last assignment and i dont wna not get marks for it COS I DID IT.

man i feel so free all of a sudden. maybe its cos i finally handed in all of my chinese zuowens! haha and i felt pretty accomplished when i did my yan jiang ci ytd.! though it was pretty short but it sounds proper enough (x

me/eun/jo/kris (or maybe even the whole cheer team, bryan doesnt study AT ALL!) cant stand stupid pple.! okay this means we're not in this category -smirks. like, we're so smart how can we ever be stupid (i sound like a roy) you know those kind of surveys where they like to ask you questions like 'when/who made you feel stupid' well, my answer is: NEVER.

actl there isnt anything wrong with stupid pple. i mean, i figured out that they probably didnt wna be stupid as well but theyve got no choice. yeah but the worst of all cases are probably the ones who OBVIOUSLY mugged like hell, but they claim that theyre oh-so-gonna-die cos they didnt study at all? uh actl i dont think its cool to not study. its just that we're so last minute this happens everytime to us.

ANW then these shitty pple come out of the exam hall whining like crazy about how theyre gna fail blahblah when deep inside they actl thought they might score well. but oh well, in the end they still get lousy marks.

HAHA AND THE i-started-studying-45206573-weeks-before-exams-but-im-really-not-stressed-at-all type. i mean, sureeeee.

okay lalala so we love analysing you. so we think we're damn smart we're damn cool, and that we > you.

HEEHEE
PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE AND BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!

99 kriegsminister
streichholz und benzinkanister
hielten sich fuer schlaue leute
witterten schon fette beute
riefen: krieg und wollten macht
mann, wer haette das gedacht
dass es einmal soweit kommt
wegen 99 luftballons

i am so cool.
but i miss oliver and suntec.

solongGOODBYE

6.11.05 ;

;kent loves gig harbor

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE DARLING!

mm physics tmr haha.! i havent found my notes yet. ive got this feeling that maybe i'll find out that im losing some notes as well. ah whatever. uh haha we conferenced eunice this morning! it was pretty fun la hahaha. and eunice's sister said i was cute :D not act cute okay euncieee.!

my life's been so boring i dont know what to write down. oh yes my dream last night. i dreamt of oliver. and everyone was playing some mud-throwing game on this sloping field at night. it wasnt a happy/fun game you'ld have with your peers, its somehow like the lottery. i dont know? oh and then we had to clean up after messing around with mud then uh. everyone's head got chopped off and we all died. harhar i think it was cos i watched anna and the king last night then there was this part where the two lovers' head got chopped off then i got influenced.

i dont care im gng paradigm hahahaha.! (: with, anyone else who wantsa play pool alright.!

solongGOODBYE

4.11.05 ;

ME VS MARADONA
VS ELVIS!

i cant stand that song everytime i hear it my heart totally melts. maybe the other songs by brand new arent that nice but this one's really slow and nice and, well touching <3 and it has such a cute name haha.

okay i suffer from shoulderache. and fingernail ache, if theres such a thing. today while trying on the bra i accidentally poked that sharp hanger edge into my left thumbnail and now it freaking hurts :\ and i shant talk about my exams too since... well i expected it to be like that anw. the weird thing is that i only started studying for stats 5minutes before the exam.! (: 5 mins mugging on the blue mats for the cheer team together!

haha i love my present okay korkor (: thankyou.

during exam i was trying to peel off my dead skin which has hardened. aye its quite fun cos it doesnt hurt and its pretty elastic [:

uh basically went lot one shopped around, played daytona (harhar i was first kay.!) and yes the basketball game. it was so fun haha the first time and we went through all the stages. it feels fun to be able to shoot. but the second machine was like crap la :\ no wonder the high score is so low.

then went home watched wangzibianqingwa. ye tian yu is so cute. haha and zhang ming han. i like his villain face (: and yunxi's so poor thing, but i HATE the mother. shes not even pretty herself.!

solongGOODBYE

3.11.05 ;

took the 60 bus out of downtown campbell ben zandito he was down there he was waiting for me all the punk rockers and the moon stompers are all out on the corners where theyre sparin' for change i started thinkin' you know i started drinkin' i dont really remember too much of that day somethin' struck me funny when we ran outta money where do you go now when youre only fifteen

with the music execution and the talk of revolution it bleeds in me and it goes
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE RADICALS
GIVE EM THE BOOT YOU KNOW IM A RADICAL
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE REGGAE ON MY STEREO

the radio was playin' desmond dekker was singing on the forty three bus as we climb up the hill nothing incoming but the reggae drumming and we all come from unloving homes i said why even bother and i picked up the bottle mr bus driver please let these people on rude girl carol was a miniskirt girl my blurry vision saw nothing wrong

with the music execution and the talk of revolution it bleeds in me and it goes
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE RADICALS
GIVE EM THE BOOT YOU KNOW IM A RADICAL
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE REGGAE ON MY STEREO

okay im gna start on chem now. thankyou nat for telling me that the chem notes are up at espace! :\ lms is like, so much better please. anw wheee i shall study til uh 11 la. my stats file is with mr wong? :\ study tmr! (: i want some sweet drink now. like antibiotics aloe vera drink, kris!

CHINABLACK
CLUB MOMO
haha gotham penthouse sucks right, tiff?

solongGOODBYE

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;me vs. maradona vs. elvis

omg this is such a touching song -melts.

man i realise i sound like a stupid immature wannabe kid who cant even type/speak english properly. blahblah nevermind its train of thoughts harhar.

okay so now gnia shall attempt to blog coherently and type in nice, understandable english.!

gnia had a bio and coord exam yesterday but shant elaborate since so many other pple have talked about how screwed their papers are. basically gnia thinks its relatively okay. after that gnia and gang stayed in the fibo room to sleep and talk about ripped shirts and prom til 2plus despite not taking history paper. after that gnia and mira and kris and jo were talking about prom (like uh three years later) and gnia is super sad and worried cos she doesnt wna be dateless. and gnia started looking through her phonebook and she realised none of them meets the standard. but its okay cos she can always go with mira and they'll have lotsa fun together! (:

gnia and kris and jo decided to go running when they passed by bukit gombak stadium. gnia called eunice and uh please refer to eunice's blog for more details :\ okay then they realised that its too hot so they went shopping at lot one instead and trying on weird clothes from everywhere.

AND THEN GNIA FELL IN LOVE WITH SHANJUNHAO AND XUZIQIAN <3 okay gnia still loves that hot guy in her dreams but hes more unreal :
-the end-

anw, comecome! if you think youre that hot guy in my dreams or youre hot enough ehehe you can apply to be bought by me or mira.! if you come in pairs, that'll be even better cos that means both of us can switch around.! :D

oh yes last night haha our msn convo was super cute la. i mean, both aiwei and mira! :\ i feeeeeel unexperienced, like REALLY. haha so many parties at chinablack! mira aiwei; i heard the 24th one is organised by acsi and scgs? cos my sister's friend happened to be one of the organisers? but its non alcoholic la not fun one ]:

uh there's one on the 22nd and another on the 25th right? mm, when's maria's sister's one! hahah so cute man our holidays are gna be so packed! (and we'll end up a lot more broke. i plan to shop!)

cheerteam's gna go to the zooooo(uk) okay heehee (: and maybe jurong bird park or night safari or wild wild wet or escape! eh and defintely chinablack.! chem and english and stats tmr but i havent gotten back my stats file? sigh, study for maths tmr la! (:

after one or two i get used to the room
we go slow when we first make our moves
by five or six bring you out to the car
number nine with my head on the bar

and its sad, but true
out of cash and I.O.Us

solongGOODBYE

2.11.05 ;

;tied to the testing of wills

omg i feel so UNEXPERIENCED. okay hahah 18th, 22nd, 24th. shit i hope my mom lets me stay out for all! (:

chinablack chinablack chinablack chinablack. it'll be good if the whole cheer team goes.

anw
I NEED TO BUY A BOYFRIEND HAHAH HELP ME (: THE PRICE IS NEGATIVE BTW.

solongGOODBYE

1.11.05 ;

;criminal with protection of the law

okay omg sorry pehpeh i uh. havent started studying yet. anw was watchin ms usa and then afterwards the ms usa version of fear factor. hahah and i was like, telling him that im gna study while watching the show but i accidentally sent something like 'dear factor' across. pehpeh is gullible :D and he's like 'huh you mean theres a new show called dear factor. oh but i still like fear factor more'

HAHAHA
OKAY SORRY
im gna start on bio now. i actl filed it while watching tong xin yuan just now! (x mommy and daddy bought me heizhima too! haha so happy. i love it la :D

ohyes. haha this afternoon i tried to link 'rank n file' by antiflag but i realised it was too noisy so now im using memory! (:

oh yes english file. and i dont have my meiosis notes oh no how :\ heehee goodluck everyone. paradigm aunty must have missed me.! (:

solongGOODBYE

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;kiss and make up

oh the things one does when she's bored :\ come online and slack arnd. its bio tmr but i dont -feel- like studying. hahah havent even filed yet. my notes are everywhere (x

i like flipside, was listening to it so much ytd night and today morning. hahaha, ritz carlton hotel! (: i wish its a week later, like now. can we hurry fast forward. cos if it is, i'ld be like jumping for joy haha.

omg now drop. i so cant wait for it. and our party! (: haha yay.

i dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide, i cry when angels deserve to die

solongGOODBYE

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no matter where you go
theyll fucking tie you down
and bleed you frm your wrists
well its better that we leave
leave it this way

and just to soften the blow
i'll steal all of your kisses
and sew them up
in the creases of our hearts

no matter where you go
theyll fucking tie you down
and bleed you from your wrists
well its better that we leave
leave it this way

and just to soften the blow
i'll steal all of your kisses
and sew them up
in the creases of our hearts
and just to soften the blow
i'll steal all of your kisses
snd sew them up
in the creases of our

HEARTS, HEARTS
i never really loved you anyway
(X4)

and on the one thing you betted on
dont ever let them take you down
oh on the one thing you betted on
dont ever let them take you down

kiss and makeup - funeral for a friend

solongGOODBYE