29.5.05 ;
this is spastic ]:
ah crap anw while copying pasting convos for jo i accidentally erased off all tha special msgs for my cheerleaders so yeah i think im gna rewrite them anw.! :DD maybe not that detailed though ]: ]: hoped at least some of them read it alrdy.
anw to all of you cheerleaders out there-
other than the
sunshine song.!tiff;
hey darling my vice capt a.k.a da-sao.! [: [: this wldnt have been possible without you aye.? ahaha and you knw it too dear.! mmhm love ya loads.! there's just too much i wanna thank you for. thanks for being such an excellent vice capt, trng with me everyday after school and during breaks at the fibo room, even during tha exams period, helping tha team to stay united together as one, coming up with prettaaaye dance moves and our 100% original cheers, sacrificing so much time and putting in so much effort for our uniforms etc. and these are not all. so yuppps :DD aaah love ya so much for who you are (hurhur we're like how bitchy) and yep! youre always there too. so, you go girl.!
jo, eunice, aiwei, mira, kris;
im sorry all of you guys one have to be lumped together, at first it was like all separated out nicely but yeah whoops i accidentally deleted them all off so yepp.!
really thanks alot. as in, we've relleh bonded alot cuz of all tha trng and practices and stuff and im relleh happy to see that.! (: yupps as in we can stand up for one another, cuz we trust every single one of us. we put in our best, and i guess i hafta thank you guys alot for that. thanks for making me believe that this cheerleading thing was gna workout after all, thanks for putting faith in yourselves, for being so enthu abt this whole performance, basically just tryna learn tha steps and not let others down. we're a team, a
good team, and a successful one, only because we are in it. and for that, on behalf of the hse, once again i thank you guys.! [: [:
rmbr always that without you, all this wld not have been possible, all of us play an important role, and i hope we can continue working together for the rest of our yrs in the school. lets impress our sec ones again.! you know we can do it.! ahahah yupps love you guys to bits.!
bryan;
heehee you guys are lesser in numbers therefore you get individual ones.! mhmm yammie.! i know you value friendship alot and yuppp im relleh happy to be one of yr friends hokay.! (: thanks, really, for putting in lotsa efforts in learning everything, for dancing nonstop, for coming for practices, being part of the team with us, and yeah! cheering your heart out. its our spirit, our love for the team that motivates us to carry on. once again, we're gna make another big bang at the interhse carnival II.! and we're gna show tha rest of the hses arent we.! (: jiayouuu and dance on darling.!
altron;
aaaahhh darling.! :DD love ya lotslots.! youre relleh cute ahahah.! you knw, seriously, we were all damn touched. thanks alotalotalot.! [: for just being there always, and being so into the cheering thing with us (we didnt expect guys to care so much too.!) and really really trying your best to learn and perfect the steps.! yupps it was damn cute seeing you practice even while walking corridors. and we know you were damn shagged after playing three games for the hse, but you still struggled on and whatsmore you did extra stunts.! so uhm yaaah really, hafta thank you alot. :DD thats tha spirit.!
RED HSE CHEERLEADERSYAAAAM SENG!AT PASTAMANIA [:lots of fun :DD nice memories. and yup it was a success.!
now on to the rest of my hse;
hey red hse.! you knw we did it. it was truly amazing huh. from fourth to second.! (: so uhm yeah, just wanna thank all of you, sec ones and threes. the year ones, you really suprised me you know.? just popped up and asked if there were anything you cld do to help. its really quite heartwarming to see them want to put in effort for the team and yeah just basically inspired to do stuff.! [:[: and at the grand finale, seeing all of you cheer together so loudly, so proud of your own team, wheeee that was like incredible laaa.! mhmm even pple like benjamin and samuel cheered so yeah it was pretty nice. and with this unity we won the cheer thing.! so yupp hahahaha we must show our future jnrs this too.! so yeah thanks alot again.!
solongGOODBYE
27.5.05 ;
hi time for some reflections regarding ytd's stuff (x yeah hahah previous entry was like super long and yupp was in a rush to go for dinner.!
not relleh reflections i guess. just some stuff i think we shld clear up about.!
house wars, were pretty terrible. i wanted our house to win. who wldnt.? but most importantly, i wanted our hse to win FAIR and SQUARE. thats why me and dasao were like, running to ms flo all tha time to make sure what we did were legal and stuff like that. was quite surprised when we learnt that some other hses were kinda cheating so yeah, not our loss anw. i think my cheerleaders understood that too when they discovered stuff. oh well. -shrugs
mm and our dissing cheers. come on like whatthehell whats wrong with them. its american cheerleading style, infact we werent that mean. no personal attacks at all except for tha ones at *AHEM* tha floor but anw like, her own cheerldrs agree with us too.? and yeah hahaha anw tha cheers were like super cute laaa.
oh and guess what. im sorry but i happen to hate doublecrossers alot
alot. if you come running to us telling that you have dissing cheers for your own team after hearing ours, and then bitch about us, srsly, go get a life dude. uhm or yeah, stop renting one.! tsktsk not good you knw.
so. i guess we've prolly offended many ytd.! dont know, but yeah for those who dont relleh understand tha true story behind and still try and act as if you do, for goodness sake, grow up will ya -sighs i cant believe that you guys will actl spill out stuff which she told you awhile ago bcuz she treated you as a friend and trusted you. and its pretty ironic that within yr own gang, you can bitch abt each other like hell to us. i dont knw, back stabbing.? i mean, i knw you pple are nice and stuff and its pretty scary to imagine how dirty things can get.
i love our house alot. the sec ones and threes, they relleh listen to you, they dont get affected, they get
inspired and that's what relleh made tha difference. and we created a miracle. no one wld have expected that we wld have risen by TWO positions just based on the mere strength of our unity and spirits. damn cool laaaa.!
and some personal stuff.
maybe after all this i kinda realise that charmaine wasnt that bad yeah. as in, somehow i get the feeling that she is a morally upright person in the sense that i think she'ld wanna win fairly too. and its kinda admirable that she cld get her team to perform somehow so fast (even though i still think we're better :D) so yeah. after the thing, me and tiff went over and said 'great job' to her. not sarcastic. so yah.! hahahah i think she still hates me but its just that, at least she appears to be more
real than others.
maybe some pple dont have a good impression abt me and da-sao after this. but if you actl knw what happened, maybe you'ld understand. but then again we dont relleh expect you to so yeah its hokay.! if you think we're bimbotic or tryna act bimbo, then thats too bad for ya. i dont think im putting on a pretense or anything like that. if you wanna knw, i am who i am and thats who ive been since like what. primary school.? i guess we cant help it that we are such funloving pple and sometimes we jsut get bitchy but yeah at least we're true, we say what we mean. which is very obviously unlike
some pple laaa.! at least have some sportsmanship and dont hate us cuz we're better.!
solongGOODBYE
;
heh heh im such a lazy person [[: wheeee so this is gna be like. an ultra long post.!
to my red hse cheerleaders:
you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you never knw dear
how much i
love you
so please
dont take my sunshine away
anw shall backtrack first. rewind to likelikelike uhm. last saturday.! yuppp :DD hahah two nice partaaayes.!
wheeeee went for yammie's party. it was like supersupersuper funny (x saw jo aiwei jac jono kenwei tim bongi etc. there.! he has a nicely decorated house [: ahahaha -envies
anw bongi rocks la hes like. so cute! and yeaaah nice food too so thanks yam (x heehee esp tha sashimi. stupid jo was like koping so much laaa.! and while eating tha bunch of them were like, making all the lame
corny jokes and at that point of time it was just so hilarious we all cldnt stop laughing :DD oh hahahha and uhm. kenwei loves koping bananas.
ltr jo aiwei me went to nat's party cuz well. he invited us. and da-sao was like rushing us so we did tha door thing to her.! (: so bryans mom was so nice she fetched us there anw.! wheeee saw sarah! hahahah tha acsi mascot..
mmm theyre like quite stony and stuff cuz they didnt like, even play much -.- tha last time we had the class bbq at his place was like so much fun-ner cuz we were like, anyhow dunking pple and talking to tha tanglin thrust pple [: yeah so anw went down to play pool with jo for a while with tha uhm. small pathetic table and blehhh i tell you i was WINNING her by like FIVE balls but bcuz tha blardy room was so small my cue stick had to be tilted at like what. 60 degrees angle and i only had like, two balls left to hit so i kept fouling alot -.-
oh hahahhah but i like tha spa pool though tha bubbles are nice huh, jo.! :DD
wheeee fastforwards sunday and monday, cheer prac for like 8-6 in our fibo room. achieved quite alot and im damn proud of the team laaa.! [: [: love them to bits.! monday was like. totally pathetic cuz me and jo wanted to play pool so much that we were willing to like what, play 15mins of pool.? thats so totally loser but yeah nvm (x
tues and wed; got back our papers. hurhur as expected didnt relleh do well but yeah (x im always slacking at the first year anw.! so yupp hahah while everyone was resolving to like, work hard for tha next semester i was like, uh i will
try and be guai next yr.! :D
anw on wed, jo was a bad girl cuz she blardy dumped me at plaza sing ALONE. can you get that.! alone in town is pathetic. )x actl we were supposed to go get the fibo banner cloth in case theo forgot and jo's parents were like, supposed to send us there so we cld get them but guess what blardy happened in the end huh huh huh.! )x she dropped ME off and then went back with her parents. like, hmphhhh ):
solongGOODBYE
20.5.05 ;
hello
IM DAMN PRO HURHUR IM SO SO SO SO SUPER UBER HAPPY! (X MY SKILLS IMPROVED SO MUCH AND POINT WAS THAT I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH THA CUE STICK SINCE LIKE UHM. TWO PLUS WEEKS AGO!
OHMEN THAT WAS HOW COOL :DD
OH YAY! (X
mhmm(: hahahah oh well thurs was a
nice day.! last day of exams. wheeeeeee :DD hahah anw die-ded for chem and indices was relatively easy except for 1-2 qns i suppose. then lovely da-sao and me were dancing so much hahahahahah we rock maaan.! it was
uber high.!
waited for jac to finish her leadership thing. talked to shifuuu jo dasao <3! and grace for a while. hahhaha grace is so cute.! (: mm then took bus down to orchard with aiwei jo tiff jac fiona. hurhur stupid jo didnt wanna get out of tha bus then dasao went to take her shoe! its was damn FUNNAAAYE (: then jo was stuck on the upper deck with like. one shoe. then we tried to get her to come down. then the bus drove away and we're like 'aahhhhh' screaming like shit. hurhur :DD
went lido blahblah and tried to get fiona an extreme makeover.! (: wheee hahah it was pretty cute yeaaah. then me and twin went to try on the mambo guy's stuff.! hahaha it makes us feel slim (x shopped for a while more and yeah.! we saw elaine and cheryl and tha nanosisters at lido. then continued shopping.!
hahahha me and jac were quite crazy. trying on that big low revealing
cleavage type of prom dresses at mango. so so so so fun. then we decided to go eat at pastamania at plaza sing! nat jo jac and me wanted to take taxi then it was like raining and stuff and we're too lazy to go queue up at tha taxi stand at shaw centre. so yeah :\ ended up running alot in tha rain ):
wheeeee anw i love pasta (: then ddr-ed. omg hahhaha it was like how fun (: but im lousy cuz i kept jumping and jumping where dasao was just so pro stepping and stomping arnd :\ ah well. i shall practice moreeeee!
jac bought a nice bodyshop fragrance. all seven different fragrances! (: it was damn nice laaa.! hmmm i think i shld go buy tha escada one its so cute and nice! (x
went t play pool.! (: hahah it was so fun. and im veryvery happy cuz yeah i won nat fair and square thrice :DD lost to kenwei by the black ball once. won yam too. but anw its in tha genes laaa huh! they agreed i was good hokay!
then played today with marykor and derrick.! hahahah yay im okayishly okay today too.! so now im quite happy hahhaha (x see lotsa lotsa smileys.
solongGOODBYE
;
hello
blardy hell so obvious you're not over laaa.!
hai bu yao cheng ren
tsktskanw. gna play pool with derrick and marykor later. yay! (:
solongGOODBYE
17.5.05 ;
WHEEE
shifu, bu shi wo de cuo now hokayhokay!
ANWANWANW!
HI
IM GNA DIE
GOODBYE
WHEE THAT RHYMES(:
hahahha okay stupid. but nvm (:
solongGOODBYE
14.5.05 ;
whee tha chair in the
longgang is gna get swept away! ><
bigbigraaaain.
solongGOODBYE
13.5.05 ;
oh wow talk about trust. thats pretty rich coming from you.
IM HOW SURE
and i
so believe i was trusted. you know like totally 100% ? maybe a 762350435 no. of other pple in school happened to hear it too? of course i know my own case. but
hello is
there anything wrong with it. i seriously didnt think i meant that or said that. if you relleh think i implied that then i guess it wldnt hurt much for you to add this word in whatever sentence in your blog. its your own inference anw and i doubt you know me better than i do myself. i think its perfectly alright for me to think that jac and gang will be offended by what i didnt say but you thought i said and they saw it and assumed that i said so. im sorry if you dont think or care about consequences but yeah i do.
i admit i edited it. not delete. but so? dont talk about trust with whatever password when you cant even keep up with the most basic trust. that gives you no right atALL. well you posted something which you think i said WITHOUT MY PERMISSION AS WELL and you jolly well know its gna have consequences.
and hello. whats YOUR stand. cuz i edited your post? the only valid stand you'll have. you can block oh sure when you dont feel like talking or think that youre right even though youre not me and wow you know what i think or when you think youre too high class to talk to me. then fine whatever. dont give me crap about special trust about blogs because if you hadnt blogged that way this all wldnt have happened.
and i dont bother talking to you bitch. you'll raise your voice like godknows how loud and i dont even wanna continue. and sometimes when you argue you dont make sense you'll only talk louder and louder and who knows what youre aiming for.
and youre always here im so sure. you can lie about where you are and you dont care about how the other person feels. but when you walk away from us cuz you are in a bad mood (oh dont you always) then you expect us to join you up and when we're late because we had other prior commitments you blow up at us.
anw. be it anyway la. i think youre better off with jenkin anw. notice that its only after whatever 4th feb blahblah you started to be so bad mood. so go figure.
ANW I"LL BE ON HIATUS I THINK. TIL LIKE NEXT THURS. POOL WITH JAC ETC. (:
wanted to blog about oliver but nvm. i love divorceddd alot and i dont care what you guys say about him. i wont change my opinion about him bcuz i see nothing wrong with darling.! :DD
solongGOODBYE
12.5.05 ;
you got no right.
and who says you were always there. maybe you cld still play with your yecao or whatever. go ahead say that i dont trust you everytime i say youre not over him but HELLO thats like the truth for all to see. and everytime we try and tell you you'll try and what. retaliate by this totally irrelevant point.
IRWIN?
FINE.
the reason why you ever knew is because i trusted you and told you. and since you love to use it as a form of attack means you prolly dont value that trust anymore. its getting pretty annoying when youre just selfish for yourself. i try not to let pple know about yours so that you wont feel embarassed or anything but you dont see it.
and if any threefivers see it theyre not gna be happy but since it doesnt concern you i think you wont care. oh okay even if it does concern you. you dont care doesnt mean i dont care.
and i didnt even say it.
okay still wanna talk about irwin?
i'll be direct.
so what? we're long over. months over. in fact nothing anymore. normal friends? whats the big deal. i just didnt want to like. what broadcast this whole relationship in tha whole of nus high when practically only 3% of the population know him. just because they know about yours doesnt mean they hafta know about mine too.
solongGOODBYE
11.5.05 ;
i love my tiffany alotalot.!
<333!hokay this is real can. the love i mean :DD
yuppps. sigh. wrong time la.
dontknw?
either sides will kill me. i think.
whoops
><
solongGOODBYE
10.5.05 ;
everythings a rush.
i failfailFAILED chem.! and by alotalot. like, twelve over 40? prolly lost to tha floor laaa. okay whatever yeah didnt relleh study but uhm lotsa careless. kay no more slacking. i wanna wanna wanna pon school on thurs. and friday's tha chinese paper two. think i'll start tmr yeah? ):
cant wait for tha 19th. it'll be my favorite day of the week! ><
HURRY BE OVER PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.
MARYKORS LIKE. ALRDY HAVING FUN?
wanna play pool.!!
solongGOODBYE
9.5.05 ;
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
OLIVER
DIVORCEDDD
DARLINGG!
((:
hahaha yay we didnt forget! :\ how cld you think that we wld! we
teng you alot one hokay! :DD
hahahaha basically yeaaaah it was tons of fun and blahblah mouth hurts from blowing balloons.!
(natkor's my slaaave! [:)
wheeee hahah had chocolate everywhere! and omfg my darlings gna be like. how hot laaa.! (: so cool hurhur we can totally imagine him that way :DD
fibos room is uhhh. hahahha! gna be ready soon laaa.! [: wait for tha hols then we start decorating hokay! and put in furniture then its gna be prettaaye! x)
so anw.
was kinda sad somehow )):
looked thru my own photo albums stuff then hurriedly went t search for sammie's. all tha nationals. track camp. choral night. mid-autumn and history drama. so much t rmbr. i dont wanna forget
any. but what if i do.
>< sighh dont knw laaaa. must go save her pictures. then printprintprint lotsa copies.
and im missing claire and lysh alotalot. and nylongd. wonder how theyre doing. this yr's nationals i die die must go down. but must workout a bit first. if not
meimianzi see them you knw! ]]:
i wanna runrunrunrun.
but no more motivation.!
no more
lysh and claire to run with.!
no more
sara ang to push me.!
no more
joycheng.!
no more
nice snrs and jnrs.!
fine.
and no more stamina.!
solongGOODBYE
8.5.05 ;
jo's aunty thinks its annoying for one t use tha
LOVE word when they dont mean it.
x)
so im gna annoy you now!
<333!i love karyen!i
love deborah!
i
love jasmine!
i
love florence!
i
love jenkin!
i
love charmaine!
i
love irwin!
hahahhaha :DD
yeah.... right!
anyone else im supposedd to add in there?!
it doesnt mean hate hokay! x)
IMA LOVINGGG PERSON.!
solongGOODBYE
7.5.05 ;
hello.
im fat and all my muscles have turned to cellulite.
><
eeyer
this is depressing. cuz when i was young i was like ultra skinny and stuff and just basically skin and bones. and i rmbred i was very mean and used to point and laugh at all the oldold adults who are fat and i just couldnt figure out how they turned out that way. its totally unexpected la ): so now im like them kay.
solongGOODBYE
4.5.05 ;
HURHUR i didnt do a single thing which i listed out ytd laaa.! but yay good no more annoying idiots for
unlovedddness.physics proj due tmr! hahahha how!
solongGOODBYE
3.5.05 ;
i feel so
unloveddd you all idiots readreadread nvr tag one kay.!
can you see how SAD i am now huh huh huh! :
this sad:
<-----> multiply by infinityPLUSONE!
(:hahah no smileys! uhm yeaaaah )): !
anw chem test is overrr! yay! :D good cuz i totally like. read through in an hr plus so didnt relleh study much.! quite hard i suppose :\ or maybe im just stupiddd. ah well whatever! i prayed for marykor for his chem test at nine too hokay! see im nice.! (: hahha then ltr on he prayed for me too (i think!)
chinese zuowen due tmr
chinese zuoye due tmr
physics assignment 6 due thurs
physics proj due thurs
physics lab report due friday
physics assignment 7 due next monday
EEYER SO PHYSICSY.
mr lim is freaky hokay! too smart too smart! :\ nah-uh not good.!
i wanna eat.... uhm apple strudel now! ate it for breakfast today :DD damn nice laaa! and i ate likelikelike four charsiewbaos today.! hahahha (: addicteddd.
gna do proj a bit now. then zuowen.!
rest of zuoye do tmr.! ((:
solongGOODBYE
2.5.05 ;
hahhaha yay omg i did
all my chinese! okay, tha last zuowen due this wed not counted yet butSTILL.! ((: hahaha arent you like so proud of me! :DD
okay maybe not. hurhur the yilunwen and tha other 2 jianbaos were like. how long overdued and i was supposedd to do them on likelikelike saturday but nvm! hahhaa shit so now im dead still. bio prac due tmr? i have absolutely
no ideaaaa what to write :
kay whatever. just realizedd i got like THREE hrs of free period tmr laaa.! so yay! (: gna read thru chem and write the piece of paper thing ltr tonight then STUDY tmr.! hahahha jo is so guai cuz she's alrdy halfway thru revision.!
i wanna try and relleh read thru all my physics and truly understand for once.! im nt learnin anythin nd blehh ive been almost sleepin throughout most lessons anw :
nd chem.
better pass.
cant stand failing when i knw im nt supposedd too
nd the
floor's gna watch out.
tryna trample her!
solongGOODBYE
