why are you so in love with bittersweet romance?

29.6.05 ;

hey
don't write yourself off yet
its only in your head you feel left out,
or looked down on

just try your best
try everything you can
and dont you worry what they tell themselves
when youre away

it just takes some time
little girl, youre in the middle of the ride
everything, everything will be just fine
everything, everything will be all right
allright

its so happily cute.! (: hahahah i like. anw todays class was okay i guess. uhm ive got kris to talk to anw.! jimmy eat world is so cute.! ahah its a optimistic band, just like aye uh. rancid! hahah that roots radical song.

i think im gna drop music and take art/lit instead. not sure whether i shld take art cuz like, if i dont i get t go home at TWO on thursday.! hahah then i can try and be guai that way.

wheeeeeeeeeeee talked to fabian just now.! havent talked to him like, for a long time.! since last dec i thinkkk. and he has dimples hahaha i just realised. tmr there's chinese olevel oral. shld be relatively okay i *hope* and i still cant watch my beloved PoT. AHH TEZUKA KUNIMITSU ><

solongGOODBYE

28.6.05 ;

today i like headfirst fer halos.
its cute and nice (:

anw.

'ehhh you bored ah'

actl quite true. engaged was ~~daoing me~~ doing his essay. and i didnt relleh feel like talking cuz of teh mentor grp thing. its quite sucky laaa but anw i'll get closer t kris.! which is quite good i suppose. and sister's taking the same comb as me.! having shared pe with 301 and 304.! divorcedd and eunice.! hahaha but i dont get free periods with jo and tiff.! :
oh yeah tiff has nice hair. only a bit too obvious hahha (x think im gng fer teh pri sch partaaaye next monday. dontknw hahaha see first.

jojo you told.! see i knew it man. so much fer your 'i knw, but then.' anw doesnt matter laaa. its quite funnaaaye in a sense. no, not you laojie.

shit hahha this sucks man.
pple think i think they suck. thats like abit O_____O cuz most of teh times the only pple who i think relleh suck are like those few. and some random person can pop out and somehow during convos say smthng along teh lines of

'but you think i suck right'

and its not only one person. its quite a few i think...
eeyer hahha im too mean arh. but its like, no one relleh cares abt them then they yeah.

AH SO COOL I THINK I GOT THOSE KIND OF YA REN DE QI SHI.

tmr, schools starting.! im dropping art so i can go home early on thursday (x youth day holiday, hahaha this friday maybe we'll go out laaaa.

our school song is so marchingly/americanish/patriotic type of nice.! hahahha its easy and quite catchy. (: yay thankfully its not smthng like nanyang those type.!

solongGOODBYE

26.6.05 ;

the elevator only goes up to ten.!

then blahblahblah i forgot hahahha. i think only the front part of to the end is nice but yeah.! theyre quite an okay band i suppose. [:

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.!

hahahha anw i got a new number.! remind me t tell you what i changed it t cuz i dont wna waste sms-es. and uhm fer some pple hahaha i wont tell you the new one so i can go prank you.! (: wheeeee [:

MOMMY SAYS MAYBE SHE'LL BUY THE BAG AND BOTTLE FER ME.! YAY :D and i bought daddy a pair of shoes today hahhaha see im so nice. okay hahha its sandals. and mommy got a new phone.! its quite cool, works with finger writing.! (:

theyve got a tragic voice but at least its quite clear i think. and im SO amazed at myself hahahah i rock.! experimenting with my hair so many times.! yay new look tmr :D

OH YA AND IM VERY HAPPY CUZ GUESS WHAT. i found a way t unscrew my com hahahha and ive still got my chatlogs and all the songs.! yay chatlogs hahahha must hurry go save them now (:

todays 26th but yeah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GIRLFRIEND FUNGAIWEI i -heart- you alot hahahah.!

solongGOODBYE

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okay hahah this was sent t me on like uh. tuesday and its so funnaaye but i realised i forgot t blog abt it.!

Hi I am a freelance casting/producer for a company. Currently, my company is working on a huge production about Singapore and it will be shown to people both local and overseas. As such, we are looking for 4 sporting and vibrant teenagers to appear in this production. I have seen your pictures which seem to fulfill the selection criteria. Hence my company and I would like to invite you to the 1st round auditions this Saturday (25th June 2005).

If selected, you will be put through some dancing lessons conducted by a professional choreographer employed by us. The production will not be some documentary-style educational programme, instead, it will be hip so as to appeal to the younger masses. It will definitely be a rewarding experience for you. As for the production date, it is tentatively set at 1st July 2005. If you are studying, you do not have to worry about the production date clashing with your school curriculum as the production will be scheduled on weekends. If you have any questions, you can contact me at 65369591. If not just reply to this message, and leave me your contact details.

okay you can call her if you want t (: some roshni person.! and its over anw. yeah i didnt knw RED meant sporting and vibrant anw.

oh thanks jojo fer writing those stuff (:

solongGOODBYE

25.6.05 ;

aye shit laaa my com's screwd. ughughUGH ]: ]: that means all my programs are lost plus 500+ songs i thinkkk. will take uber long time t redownload laaa! #$&@#$"&@#$ im pissed maaaan :
okay fine im not im a happy teenager and i enjoy my life alot and im loved and im optimistic and fibo cheerleading rocks and yeah fibo rocks too :D

yay hahahahah lotsa pple tagging im happy too.! i'll reply tags here cuz im lazy. ohyeah and i wish t copy pple who do tht too.

xav; i dont hate you. and you better dont do *AHEM* tht thing.
zq; hello too.! (:
leon; wheeee hahah hello when have we actl seen each other! hahahah hokay will talk to you on msn soon.!
ronald; engaged.! :DD hahaha yay you finally tagged. DO I GET MY SOUVENIR. how was the trip.! or have ya gone yet.! O______O
eunice; hi.! hahah we got lotsa stuff. tell you when school reopens.! (x
brandy; ... its the end alrdy.!
bryan; what show.! initial d.??!
claire; I WANT IT (: hahaha thats like uh. obviously right. yay im gng to mulan. whens it.!
jojo; im lucky meh. oh i havent watched yet. coms screwd rmbr.!
tiff; hahahha nah it wasnt. we sold chicken rice right.! see we're damn pro laaa hahah.! but its sad cuz the partaaye was meant for pearlyn and loser gang at first.!

okay yay im done. but i realised that my chatlogs are ALL GONE. in other words.

): ): ): ): ):

no thats not childish this is very stupid la. handphone also no more you knw! i think im changing one soon so uh. gai tou huan mian.! (:

solongGOODBYE

22.6.05 ;

okay i cant stand it anymore.
if you read, please tag so i know who reads. thanks for being nice. in return i might be nice to you.

I <3 CHINA BOYS!!!
like zhongxiaogang and the hongjunyang style. omg theyre so. i dontknw.! ahhh okay doesnt matter whether they can run man. okay those caucasian guys can now go to die. except for bradpitt hahahha cuz hes greekstyld in troy.! which is like one of mine mostmostmost favorite movies.!

solongGOODBYE

;

my tag board looks like an empty shit.
ah well whatever.!

okay jimmyeatworld is such a CUTE band omg hahahah yay i like them [: theyre just so cute.! jo's last day of work tday :[ i still got friday thats like ugh.

aye i got this spastic msg from friendster.! hahahah jo suggested saving the number down for further prankcalling. hokay.! :D the only bloody vibrant pictures i put were some running and track ones and the big RED one.? O____O

yay tmr whole day. but i aint got no denim.! hahahah how. dontknw see first. but i get my tezuka ahhh my tezuka.! :D

solongGOODBYE

21.6.05 ;

okay ive posted below alrdy but this is an extra post.! promised alrdy.! (:

ONE POST DEDICATED TO YAMMIE;

the milky way upon the heavens
is twinkling just for you
and mr moon, he came by
to say goodnight to you

i'll sing for you, i'll sing for mother
we're praying for the world
and for the people everywhere
gna show them all we care

oh my sleeping child
the world's so wild
but you've build your own, paradise
that's one reason why
i'll cover you sleeping child.!

if all the people around the world
they had a mind like yours
we'ld have no fighting, and no wars
there would be lasting peace on earth

if all the kings and all the leaders
cld see you here this way
they wld hold the earth in their arms
they wld learn to watch you plaaaaay.!

then chorus...

ah hahah sleeping child by michael learns to rock.! i typed it out. was listening to it just now. yuppp its a nice song. just like you hokay! used to sing it alot i thinkkkk. (:

bytheway i think fibocheer blog gna be up soon yeah.? (: with all cheers by our vicecapt tiffany! 100% original so yay! hahahah.

solongGOODBYE

20.6.05 ;

i NEED tezuka heehee (:

ANW

time winds down
as you stretch upward to heaven
his blood resounds
as it's not overprecotious
the pains they read;
those things you said
the pains they read;
what you said

aaah this song is like replaying so many times in my head. its not as nice as home but still yeaaaah.!

today was shopping day. out with my mom. bought a nice adidas skirt. my mom bought bras.! (: for her and my sister. wheee i havent gone bra shopping in ages.! but must wait til sg sale is over cuz now they have like old stock which arent that nice. anw was supposed to go get the nice red/neonyellow bra too but they didnt have my size so yeah.! :[ :[

i want the everlast boxing shorts. someone buy for me pleaaaaaaase. hahahah hokay nvm. shall save up for it or uh. hint a lot more to my mom.! (:

schools starting.! yay. or maybe not hahahah. but i get to showoff my hair :D

hokay. everyone please go get haircut so i wont be tha odd one out. thanks (: and if joleen is reading this:

hahaha thanks for loving me <3 wheee i miss all nanyang babes. esp our longd trackers laaa.!

AND IM NOT BLOCKED
AAAH IM NOT HAHAH OKAY I AINT GO NO ENEMIES.
to me. the rest of the losers who think they hate me or i hate them or viceversa shld go drink uh. coke since theyre prolly too insignificant since i cant rmbr any of them now.!

solongGOODBYE

19.6.05 ;

so here i am
doing everything i can
holding on to what i am
pretending i'm a superman

i'm trying to keep
the ground on my feet
it seems the world's
falling down around me

the nights are all long
i'm singing this song
to try and make the answers
more than maybe

i wanna be a superman too :
okay hahah maybe not. but i'ld wanna marry one cuz he'll be nice.!

anw i think its gna be a long post yeah cuz i havent exactly blogged since like friday and there are a gazillion stuff that happened.!

friday;
aye today's work day. im gooood at tolerating ahahah. yeah anw wasnt relleh offended cuz i got to bitch alot to my parents afterwards.! and mommy daddy came to pick me up cuz i told them i didnt wna go back in his car.! (: hahaha <3333 them! mmm.. so anw it was like janessa was kinda sick in the morning laa so he went to bring her to the doctor but HE DIDNT TELL ME so i was like waiting downstairs for like how longgg then aunt carol came to pick me up instead. and hes so naggy like always and was just basically uh. falaosao-ing throughout the whole journey.

anw to more cheerful stuff. jono and yammie came today! (: yay haha so nice but anw yeah they only stayed for a while cuz of sister's sleepover i thinkkk.! oh and those two absolutely CUTE kids hahah. phil tan and bryan tan! chen yu and chen jian in chinese. one's five and the other's six and i was just amusing them while their mom asked for contacts. and they started asking qns loudly and i tell you theyre damn cute laaa. at first asking abt wildwildwet then after that asking me what type of milk i drank (mother's or cow's) when i was young.! i was like O_______O uhm both la both la. and that phil was like 'so whats both' and bryan was like 'huh you mean you still drink your moms one now?' and both of them started laughing out very loudly -.- but theyre cute la ahahha.

saturday;
i bought yellow tomatoes! hahahah those uhm. veryvery healthy ones you knw! (: like yay. without the use of hari a.k.a fertilizers type.! mhm and mommy makes nice fruit salads too.! oh yeah then we went out shopping. jie bought a daniel yam gown. ahahah that reminds me of damien yam and 12th jan wed when we went to get tiger cup tickets and we saw the 'damien yam' shop at suntec.! okay whoops outta point [: then i got two nice shirts. one red one black! hahah the black one has 'america boxing' at the back.! saw some nice boxing shorts too but mommy wldnt let me buy :( cuz apparently theyre not meant for women. but anw! i shall go get them someday.! and we ate dinner at like 11 at newton.! ahahah.

sunday;
was out almost whole day too.! wanted to go eat nice bak kut teh at eunos at first you knw! then after that found out that the nice stall's gone cuz they moved to jln sultan or smthng like that. so anw we met tony korkor! hahahah my cousin from my moms side who i prolly havent seen since pri one.! and yeah tha one whos always full of nice magic card tricks.

ANYWAY
i had a haircut today. was uhm. well different. uh yeah (: now i need to learn how to wax it. and no its not short. at least not that short. but its a lot lighter.

i cld be fake
i cld be stupid
you knw i cld be just like you.!

solongGOODBYE

16.6.05 ;

yay hahah new skin. i made it this afternoon. was superuberchao boreddd and yeah! mommy joo was bored too so we started talking abt young lil cute boys.! hahaha being paedophilic again.! mmm (: like those cute nyps boys while taking bus back home.! hahaha and the funnaaaye malay boys who talked to us while we're on 961.! eeee hahah i miss being paedophilic with her laaa :
anw ughhh. i so cant find that opacity filter alpha whatever shit code for the div layers.! i rmbred i used to have it for the absoluteclarity skin i made last yr during the exam period.! and yeah that skin was veryvery niceeee cuz claire designed the picture and i did the html coding.! [: [: anw ughhh again cuz i can only find those for the pictures and not for the text etc.

oh well :\ but goodgoodgood cuz red and black.! if any of you happen to visit my blog this afternoon its prolly in the ipod skin my sister made for me. its nice laaa but i wanted red and black so yeah.! i kept the html codes for it still though :DD

today im a good girl i cooked lunch for me and my sister. heehee ima good chef so all hail me.! (: made some sort of macaroni pasta thing and fruits salad.! and uh the honey apple vinegar drink too.! yeah it was nice and i tried cutting apple up into smaller pieces by myself for the first time.! applause please. im thankful the knife wasnt that sharp if not i'll have lotsa fuglaaaye cuts on my hand now :[

okayokay gotta sleep tmr got work for whole day :\ gna be like how bored. blearghhh >> heh i havent used that in ages too i thinkk.? O________O 27th june there's initial d.! aaahhh i think i'll wna watch. edison chen's in it.!

oh btw, that day i dreamt of zhongxiaogang as our chinese drama tchr lilaoshi sometime ago! ahaha so cool. oh yeaah and some random scary dreams about roy shifu and a stupid frog which uh jumped onto my face and i woke up screaming like hell -.-

solongGOODBYE

15.6.05 ;

im tireddd :(

yam visited me today.! yay (: twas okayishly fun.

anw. am i selfcentred.? aiya dontknw laaa i mean if i am then i relleh cant tell what right. eeee okay im mean. and im not nice. srsly okay fine jo said we're all still childish and suddenly it feels nice to be childish. cuz you knw you'll grow up someday right.? then heehee march i thought i was quite matured alrdy then now its like. what? i grew up halfway.? this is stupid.

okay wait i correct that. this isnt making sense. mm train of thoughts. uh the subconscious mind thing! yay i rmbred what mrchan said last yr during lit class [:

and its the first time i used aiya since like dontknw when. and i realised i stopped using 'liao's. which sound so terribly weird now.

blehh is everything all about me.? i mean there are times when i really only do stuff when its like i think theyre correct. like uh. no.1 its always wrong to be late for appointments. or meetings. its just not good and i'll feel quite bad but sometimes gotta hide it if not others will chenji.

and sometimes will yiqiyongshi i think. okay fine my english sucks i gotta sub in chinese chengyu cuz ayeeee i dont knw the english form of it :\ then i mean like, i think my friends in this school are gna be the gina/sharon/weishan/junyi type. the prischool clique type. and there's just the carin/alycia/claire type. my fengshan best friend and nanyang's best friends type. yeah so quite different. the latter is the instantly click and we are so alike and theres so much respect between us. mm and lysh and claire are quite similar to me in terms of character i thinkkk (:

then this schools one is abit more different. yeah like the other type. but still yeah. its somehow like jo and maria compared to jo and me i guess. its waaaaaaay different.

OH ANW.
CONCLUSION.
I SHALL BE A NICE PERSON :( I'LL TRY.

somehow you knw i dont dare to go see lysh and claire again cuz they'll prolly notice a big change in me but thats not what i want. but yeah i'll see them on Mulan day since i miss them alot! and all ny pple too! thirteenersssss! ((: and longd babes. hahaha.!

solongGOODBYE

14.6.05 ;

okay ahha yammies so nice hes tryna build up my ego for me.

-bry i can leave this world without regrets because of all that You've done says:
i really like you!
aha idiots who try to talk. says:
O_O
-bry i can leave this world without regrets because of all that You've done says:
like cross my heart and hope to die!
aha idiots who try to talk. says:
ahahha
aha idiots who try to talk. says:
yammie why are you so fake you cant lie ):
-bry i can leave this world without regrets because of all that You've done says:
but im not ...
-bry i can leave this world without regrets because of all that You've done says:
im so not okay!

hahah thanks bryan hes so cute. anw im boreddd too :[

ive just realised how loser ive become and now i reaaaally miss lysh quite alot. uhm not related but still yeah.

oh ya back to the point on how loser i am.

one. i dont have lysh anymore
two. i wont have anyone to fall back on. like kor anymore cuz yeah. and jo has aunty ahma tiff maria. tiff and sarah have each other. im supposed to have uh nat and lysh and claire but i dont talk to them much now so thats not counted. and yeah thats all! i mean there used to be certain periods of time when i'll talk to 16jan pple but now its harddd. so yuppp!
three. i just said i was loser. therefore im being pathetic. heehee but engaged will say im not so yay!
four. im mean. i think.?

five...... to hundred. i cant be bothered to write out since they'll be largely the same anw!

solongGOODBYE

12.6.05 ;

heehee i havent been online for so long omg im how guaaaaai i cant believe it (:

likelikelike two days in a row somemore wheeeee.

anw lotsa stuff happened. friday was pretty okay i guess except for some parts where i was
very
extremely
absolutely
totally
completely

IRRITATED.

okay that wasnt necessary but yeah. uhm at first it was basketball trng quite fun laaa cuz certain pple werent there and kris was there and we're all slacking somehow. and mr eugene decided to join us for trng cuz apparently he wanted to join bball. then after that lunch and theory lessons at queensway macs. okay why are we there. mm anw we're kinda bored so yeah turns out ameera was working there so we all decided to pay her a visit. and then we looked for jerseys! hahaha yay red ones. saw nice jackets that i wanna get.! cuz great singapore sale therefore its damn cheap! red of course (:

anw then we went to play pool. okay at first shifu was gna treat me (which he did anw so yay i love shifu) and then i was planning to ask daniel along. then uh eugene was like oh you guys playing pool ah can i go then im like uh you can go book your own table. hello mister im being very nice alrdy i kept a very straight face. okay fine so afterwards me and shifu left first cuz we thought daniel didnt wanna come along. then at the bus stop i saw daiwei walking towards us and im like yay (: then after that i saw whos behind and im like :((( as in srsly.

then obviously cant be so mean go chase him away so yeah let him tag along and i felt so jian cuz im like what, a girl with three boys. went there and got a table fast cuz smart me booked early at two :DD saw aiwei and her boyfriend and friends there and i was like complaining to her alotalot.

oh i was lousy today. as in my shots were all totally screwd. mm scores for me/daniel and me/aiwei 1-1. its a disgrace to lose to girlfriend for the first round okay :[ :[ heehee i hope she sees this. she keeps running off to ezra for help -.-

oh and at first we only had one table and me and daniel were gna play one on one first. then someone was like pretending to be so actsmart like he knew all the angles and is pro at it. its quite obvious that we're irritated laaa. its like, he cant even hold the cue stick properly and prolly dont even knw the rules and hes like %&#$() so tryna tell us where to hit. hes only got strength but he thinks he knwsitall. okay fine thankfully afterwards theres another table cuz i booked two tables so yeah.

anw mom brought me to some pro indian person who plucked and trimmed my eyebrows nicely [: [: its nicer than yours jo.!

oh and i declare that im officially broke. but i have insurance..! (: you dont.
HAH.

energy came to lot one today. eeyer theyre not even goodlooking to start with. didnt relleh see them dance. singing was. passable i suppose. cuz i cant sing anw.

looking through stuff just now and i realised that i was so smart in primary oneeee.! (: okay maybe not but i relleh thought that in primary one i was still learning how to write ABCs. found the letters me and jie wrote to mommy. it's CUTE. and there's like the chinese version frm both of us each for dontknw what. ahhh.! okay this is what i wrote. word for word. i have lotsa creativity hokay.

'Dear Mum:
We wish that God will help you. On 13/9/97, you've been to the doctor. I wish that the doctor will say: "You're all right." I love the mermaid that you buy it for my ca2. I wish that you will be ok.

From:
Eugenia Ong Sze Ying

13/9/97'

okay this is my sister's.

'Dear Mother:
I hope that you will be ok soon. You've seen the doctor yesterday. The doctor must had said that you will recorved soon after finishing your medicine. I loved the barbie you bought for me.

From:
Charissa Ong

13/9/97'

its obvious that we wrote together laaa. hahah but my sister is pri2 okay.! my grammar was wrong but her spelling sucks too. i rmbred i always got full marks for spelling in mrs ang's class in k2.

anw theres the renyao volleyball thing. theyre so cute hahaha (:

solongGOODBYE

10.6.05 ;

ahaha havent been blogging in a while. i think im cut off like somehow but yeaaaah i think i should talk more with my mom. its good, just now we were just talking about random stuffs like what happened at work and i think it did make her feel somewhat better and yeah shes nicerrr. (:

anw ytd i got a totally horrible nightmare its abt cheerleading and we were all damn scared it'll happen. and what happened was that i turned to my right and i saw wuyixiang and i tell you i TOTALLY freaked out. okay heehee you guys have no idea whos that so yuppp only like me and jo knws i think. and this time its not just a name floating around like the whatever aunty's and jenkin's or random person's kay

ITS THE FACE AND THE STUPID GRIN AND HES WEARING THE FIBO SHIRT SITTING AMONG FLEMING PPLE

and yeah plus at that time i was like alrdy damn frantic cuz of the 'no-ones-cheering-they-hate-us' thing and blehhh #&^*#@$"^ i see that i can faint. anw stupid dream went on to smthng abt bam margera and then basketball matches and i knw bam margera meant wuyixiang but somehow i dont knw for the bball one-on-one match someone like yeelyn walked out for the game and i was like O__O he went for sex operation.?

okay ahaha i got weird dreams. but at least i started dreaming again! which is good. i suppose (:

and uhm yeah i love my new insurance laaa kay. can min zheng yan shun go shut pples mouth up in school cuz yeahhhh.! like coughhackroycoughhack (:

and yeah one more thing wei she me wo yi ding yao na diao. i mean i see no sense in it right.? okay fine im just being lazy :DD he kuang, suo you bao kuo yi xiang de wo tong tong dou mei you shan chu. er qie wo ye ren wei mei you she me li you neng shi wo bu ba zhe xie hui yi ji lu xia lai.

okay im sry for typing in uhm hanyupinyin and anw i think like uhh only jo and alex can read it. i mean normal stuff other pple can try and read laaa but this kind of long sentences you prolly can read it if yr jichu is good and yup it just comes naturally. uhm ya tmr got bball trnggg :
anw just talked to lysh. i miss her :[ :[

solongGOODBYE

7.6.05 ;

hello me jo and eunice same class.! goodgood three cheerleaders together. somemore perfectly same schedules.! yay (:

solongGOODBYE

5.6.05 ;

start thanking :[ :[ last weeks been quite horrible in the sense of friendships and stuff but yeaaaah.

and my last few posts are so funny and weird and sometimes a bit depressing laaa.

so anw. feel like thanking god for some pple during these times.

thank you for lysh and claire. i dont need to explain. my bestest friends always. we're the 111-213-longd-trio.! (x and through all the performances we had together hist drama, all the lifeskills camp, lit seminar, moderndance comp.! yeah i relleh want the batch book alotalotalot. too many memories to behold. its a bit sad right we dont have any mementos of those. i still miss you guys alotalot laaa. and i didnt get to go for longd bbq so thats like ugh x(

thank you for jo and also for nat (before we quarreled) cuz somehow you know i once held them very close to my heart and yeah we did have alot of special moments together. and thank you esp for jo since we're like this stupid english chinese mix and we talk about funny stuff together too. anw yeah its sad that at the start of the school yr i was still so naively believing that these wld be my good friends for the rest of the yr in the school and stuff like that hafta happen. but anw, nvm.

thank you for oliver and tiff. oliver who i'll always trust for some reason, and tiff who i think it'll be damn hard for me to quarrel with. i mean, they are those type of pple laaa. so thank you for them.

thank you for alex whos been quite a true friend and i mean, really one who treasures friendships alot and supportive of us and stuff like that. and i can actl converse with him in chinese so sometimes its a bit more tieqie right.

thank you for almeric who has been a veryvery nice brother and tenging me so much and yeah, just being there for me to talk to as a brother. hes the type who prolly cant solve yr problems that well but will always be there and make the problem seem uhm less problematic.

thank you for jieshen whos always been so nice for me to bully and ask stupid questions about hmwk, for qianjiuing me so much and being quite a nice friend to talk to in weird times like just now and yeah, just being so nice to fall back on.

thank you for eunice whos so cute and nice to bitch with and talk to in class. thank you for letting me knw that she'll be my friend always (i hope!)

thank you for yammie whos been a great friend and thanks too for letting me knw at least that i'll nvr be broke or hungry and homeless cuz yammie promised to give me lotsa money when we grow up.

thank you for cheerleaders who helped realised our dreams together and making everything a success. thank you for their bonding.

thank you for other special pple too in this school that somehow i forgot but you knw im happy that youre there.

then to outside school.

thank you for ronald alotalot. i dont knw hahaha cuz hes always been a very fun person to talk to sometimes randomly and its nice knowing that ive knwn him since primary one which is like 8 yrs now.! its quite cool you knw. anw thanks for letting me knw that our worlds not dead totally yet bcuz there are smart pple like him who have nicely shaped brains and i'll always be proud to say that ive known him when he wins some prize. anw yeah also for the fact that i got first in pri1 and he got second will make me feel a bit better that maybe im not that stupid too after all.

thank you for leon. hes been a very great online friend laaa (x and yeah my birthday last yr was pretty memorable cuz of you and the happy birthday song was very nice and touching and yeah thanks for giving me such a never-talked-in-person-but-yet-close-friend and its good too.

thank you for jt alotalot too, for hes always the one who makes me feel high and crappy at weird moments and we're just so stupidly amusing each other online. and its really nice to talk to him and complain abt stuff or brag lots about our cheerleading thing and exaggerate things so much cuz he'll nvr really knw (:

thank you for jo's aunty so even though we dont know each other hes a very frequent topic in me and jo's convos and somehow it brings us closer cuz her aunty's so retardedly funny and cool.

thank you for shijie and fabian cuz i knw they'll always talk to me when i want to talk to them. its like those kind of blowhotblowcold things like sometimes i'll talk to them alot and then for months no contact at all but i thinkwe'll nvr forget each other. so its nice to fall back on them.

thank you for irwin cuz i grew up through him. and me and jo got to start playing pool alot and its been really fun game since we're so talented. so yeah thanks for letting me discover my talent haha.

solongGOODBYE

4.6.05 ;

okay shit :DD ahahha why am i doing this. mommy joo will say cheap entertainment. ah well.

okay nvm shall be serious.

i cant stand fucking losers who come running looking at your blog, and try to use the line
'GET A LIFE'

oh right. im veryvery sorry to say that yours truly has a very perfect life at the moment, and it actually belongs to me, unlike yours, which is so obviously rented. uhm at like, 5cents for 45687912345 lifetimes. okay, be happy that its not 1 cent hokay.

can i happen to add that i was neutral to other pple, seeing that youre laojie's new ahma and jenkins new girlfriend, i very geimianzi alrdy hokay. and i so wonder whos the one who started stereotyping and being prejudiced towards the fibo cheerldrs and calling them bimbos. like dasao has said, just because you aint as cool as us doesnt mean we hafta be like you.

i dont even bother to be prejudiced against you cuz well. i cant be botherd.? and i knw you fucking read my blog so that entry's there for you anw. if your conscience doesnt pricks you, then go on continue saying that i was the one who started having smthng against you. may you have nicer nightmares than you ought to.

ooh i think it'll also be nice to add that it was trng for basketballers. namely those who are in the cca and can actl play.

and yes, that entry cuz i was in a rush i forgot to say that i thought yunwei was very nice and innocent throughout.

solongGOODBYE

3.6.05 ;

hi dasao when you see this pls im me or anything cuz yeah lets discuss our modules. hope we'll all be in the same class. speaking of which, i just saw you popping up so hello.! (:

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okay. uhm da-sao's killing me alrdy :\ or a-sao or whatever you call that.! (x

ohhhh. heehee sunday we went for tha marychia thing and it was damn funnaaaye. its stupid laaa :\ anw they were still quite professional but i doubt im gng there again.

went to collect my results on monday. sucky efforts >> sucky grades.
so whoops my parents didnt relleh scold so yay (: ahahaha all you losers out there when your parents nag like crazy. they just told me to continue putting in my best. so uhm, i shall not be that slack next yr :DD

tuesday was math olympiad.
IT ROCKS LA

i mean like, oh so totally. hahahaha its the most unofficial one ive been too and im veryveryvery sure that i wont even get what. cert of honourable mention. which is quite a sad thing actl.

anw. point is, i realise ive been getting stupider and stupider :[ :[ if i were given these papers in like what. sec one, maybe i'll score more than now but yeah. and ronald chan is getting smarter and smarter and this is supported with evidence from our yrs in fengshan primary like dontknw how many yrs ago. i got stupider from pri1 to 2 and he got smarter so yeah :[ :[

mmm. okay so we all zaoed early [like, 1hr+ before the whole thing is supposed to end (: ] and talked talked talked. ahahah me and eunice were like. talking and discussing when to leave at the examination hall. thats stupid but nvm (: oh and it was the same ivp place where me britt lysh got scolded by the fugly green lady so yep.! then went to play pool with jo and shifu at clementi. heehee every game that shifu played, he lost.! (:

wed was bball trng. kay at first it totally sucked like crazy :\ why.? cuz bloody hell when i went there guess who i saw. i mean blehhh after the interhse thing i knw lotsa other cliques and grps of silly-wannabe-bimbos will prolly get offended. oh yes, dasao thats bcuz they aint as cool as us.! (:

anw yeah it was that gang laaaa. the hang-out-with-bitchpang-and-now-mslee bunch of pple. and darling kris isnt there so yah. i told yingzhen i felt pretty loser there but shes nice so yeah. wheeee (x i like her.!
BESIDES marykor just happened to tell me some stuff which im not exactly very happy about and guess what when i went there i saw nat holding a stupid bloody squash racket and hes NOT supposed to go play with marykor and uhm me. but yeah whatever then i just told marykor i wldnt be gng. which pissed me off again cuz i wanted to learn squash :( okay anw my ball's prettaaaaye. its red and white.

oh and during trng i cld only look at daniel out of four boys. yay hahahah hes cute and nice and funny to look at but point was that i dont relleh like reico, hari can fucking go to hell and same goes for nat. oh yeah and if looks cld kill, hari died like how many millions yrs ago. oh and i played badminton with yingzhen.

I LEARN FAST. (:

supposed to play with derrick sibling, pool i mean at lot one after that at arnd 5/6+ but mm hes got camp so i told him it was okay. anw i still went to marykors place and he taught meee. am i good am i good.! i learnt how to serve that day cuz he made me serve like. 58945312 times per minute.

anw fastforwards ytd when me and jo worked together at my uncles place. was okayishly fun and we earn money okay ahahah.! yay i see money too.

today im gna play pool with jojo! yay at paradigm i miss the place alrdy.! ((: okayokay and eating at kfc too haahaha yay.

solongGOODBYE