okay this is srsly getting annoying. and a bit depressing somehow. so im gna clear the air on my blog la. fer anyone whos been reading it anw. uhmm you may not relleh believe but at least that was from our point of view straight from the start so yeah its all gna be up to you.

i mean like. misunderstandings are pretty terrible. and it just get worser and yup the truth also stays hidden and everyone gets hurt in the end.! must have learn quite a bit from irwin huh.! (: and i talked to him a bit last night. he doesnt hate me.! i dont hate him.! we're ok friends (:

yeah and its kinda sad to see like. practically everyone pushing the blame onto fibo cheerleaders. and even personal feuds. it just gets onto the whole team. just becuz we have quite a bit of team spirit.

mm so anw. why did we even start the team in the first place. well, i dont knw, as captain, i guess im very much responsible fer the forming of such a team. dont really knw much abt others, but fer me, i really liked dancing alot since primary school. and yupp especially on stage laaa (: aye, even though ive nvr joined any form of dancing cca before but i thought it'll be cool to continue dancing in this school as well. somemore after the irresistible dance in nanyang, where we totally owned.! and fer vice capt tiff, shes obviously a dancer. and fer the rest, theyre just all dancers who happened to be in the same hse. so thats how we formed a team.

we had such great expectations and plans for our futures. everyone was so excited, cuz we wanted to do so much for our hse. we were amazed that we had such great dancers within us. the unity was too perfect. its almost unbelievable. yeah our main purpose all the way, is to truly enjoy ourselves and dance all we want. and yeah for all cheerleaders to remain united and provide support for each other. and at the same time, help fibo gain points thru cheerleading.! hahah cuz we know that our hse is quite weak physically. and a lesser number of pple doesnt really help alot.

and we really thought that it became really irritating when pple starting being competitive and tried to start their own cheer squads too. well, thats florence anw. i mean, even her own cheerleaders like grace agree with us. in the end, she got uniforms but she wasnt even serious abt it at all. to treat something like this so lightly, it is irritating.

okay anw there was bitching abt her. thenthenthen there was generally nothing until games day i suppose. i repeat, personal feuds are not counted, cuz uhm pple like us, have alot of opinions abt others laaa then i suppose it's our own faults so shld not be counted as the team's!

games day was like D-DAY maaaan. the cheerleaders shld be the ones who looked forward to this day so so so much. after all, who wldnt after sacrificing their weekends to come back to learn steps and yeah.! hahah do you knw, we started practicing likelikelike, during the march holidays alrdy.! but that was some other dance la hahaha. so, i guess the effort we put in, we did expect something in return. and we went to watch all those cheer comps at suntec to learn.!

so yup, anw we were very nervous and stuff. thought of so many things to make fibo united as one. i dont knw, not tryna say anything abt theo, but he gave us the impression that he wasnt gna do anything abt the hse thing so we got those band stuffs and the cheerbook.! tried to follow the rules as much as we cld, but was a bit angry that roy actl cheated by teaching everyone cheers one day before the whole thing. and the point was that, he as a captain, shld knw more abt the rules than any of us. but yeah so anw we cldnt do anything abt it laaa. we cld have reported it, but it just seems so busybody of us to do so.

okay, gave a pep talk. was super impressed with our hse. and cheerleaders were all super hyper. i knew that some members didnt really like the hse and stuff, so our purpose was to change that mentality. i mean, there;s nothing they can do abt it so why not live with it and enjoy it while theyre at it anw? maybe to some others i was tryna gain power or anything, but i guess to us, the unity was the main thing. we made it clear to everyone, it doesnt matter if we lose, we knw we dont have a good chance of winning anw, but we're gna try. and when we try, we're gna do it as a team. the result, i wont say that it doesnt matter, it DOES. it counts as an added bonus, and i think it'll make the hse somehow happier in the sense that unity actl makes so much difference after all.

like what eunice said, i quote her:
" its hard to groom sports men and women who can help us win first in games within a short span of 5.5 months, esp in 46 people. but we know that uniting the fibo house could be done in a day! "

mm. yes we did come up with dissing cheers. i dont deny that. but what really made us fume like crazy was betrayal from one of our friends. maybe to others the cheerleaders were just being unfriendly and blahblah. but jac, she really betrayed our trust in the sense that we're shocked yet disgusted. mm, she herself said that they came up with dissing cheers as well, and actl internally, we had quite a bit of fun comparing ours laaa. then in the end she didnt use them, saying that what. oh cuz her cheerleaders werent prepared enough. and after that oliver caught her bitching abt us using dissing cheers.

aye. for basketball matches, well we were mean. hahahha but the funny thing was we were targeting at florence. as in, we really said CHEERCAPT la. then pple who dont understand, they assume that we're talking abtthe whole hse, so they like, got pissed at us? and then blahblah. badminton matches, i dont see whats wrong wtih cheering for our own teammates. and roy was like, super annoying la. no one cared abt him and he was like. over there insulting us when we didnt even do a single thing to him (he's not worth our time)

then after that what the faraday members did to jo. that made ALL cheerleaders super angry. and it was a personal attack even when we did nothing to them. and then we started insulting their whole gang. pple who dont understand anything at all once again started assuming on their own and insisted that it was fibo whos kicking up a fuss. well, those faraday members came begging for forgiveness the next day ltr cuz they realised they were at fault la, but to others, i think they alrdy had a bad impression of us. and we dont bother to change, cuz we believed that the truth will stand for itself.

fastfowards to cross country day. i think its getting pissifying that pple assume that fibos are all out to win and that we are being very sore losers when we challenged the judges abt the results of bdiv girls. and since its like the cheerleaders who went up to clarify, i guess pple assume that we are the ones having the problem.

the thing is that. ms cheng and dr wong did tell us that we were second. and we were like, hahaha quite happy.? yeah i mean, who wldnt be. so its like, we thought we were second all the way until like. when they gave out prizes. yingzhen was veryvery surprised as well cuz she thought we were second. so after everything we went to ask. i suppose we are quite harsh. but its bcuz we really went up to mr chong before and asked him everything like the rules etc. and he didnt tell us abt the decisions if it's a draw. so yeah i think he assumed we wld knw how nationals track is counted, like top three afterwards. and when we said nvm, he assumed that we are just fu yanning him. when the truth was, we really accepted it alrdy and said that we'll work harder next yr.

and so to others, we're all out to win and blahblah we dont have sportsmanship. i was a bit surprised cuz on that day we were very sure we didnt do anything to others but somehow we managed to leave a bad impression.? and roy's comment on his blog was a bit unneeded. yuppp. so of course we defended ourselves. but he wont listen anw. even yingzhen said it in his face that she didnt like his attitude as a fleming captain.

and yeah.! apparently adabelle cried. but i had no idea what i, or rather the whole team did to her on that day. and ms lee went to tell ms flo and mr chong and i was like. O___O huh whatthehell. i dont knw, maybe it turned out as a misunderstanding or whatever but yeah the bad impression is alrdy made laaaa. i suppose tchers are against us now.

and the point abt us being clique-ish. nothing wrong with that la srsly. im sure everyone has their own clique. only that ours prolly happens to be in the same hse therefore everyone assumed that we dont have good relationships with others? but yeah, we still have outside friends what. mm. plus getting the same bags. yes i do admit we're tryna be special. but who doesnt wanna be special? who wld want to be ordinary. just because we dont like to conform and wld like to stand out as a team doesnt mean we're bad or anything. we just like to be united. and we dont ever affect anyone so i dont see why they can use this as a point. oh and joshua's comment abt us being a gang, hurhur he regretted it alrdy.?

so. yeah i think i've more or less finished. its a freaking long post. byebye. gna learn ndp dance steps now! (:

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