so here i am,
a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest
letting the carpet soak up all thats left t give

when you swear you wont be sleeping
'cos i cant begin t dream t shut my eyes
and im biting bullets and watching phones
for no apparent reason
and i dont think that i'll make it out alive

was there a huge shopping sale that i didnt knw of?
was there this mass giveaway of pink polo shirts to whoever who went to a particular shopping mall?

I SWEAR THERE WAS ONE!
'cos ive been seeing everyone wear this disgusting brandless pink translucent polo shirt and 'cos its so freaking ugly the only reason why one wld ever wear it is prolly 'cos theyre damn cheap and the shirt is free. srsly, it is SHIT. if girls wear it its still okay but when guys wear it theyre super gay. and its not the prettyboy-kimtaewoo type of gay but well, the ugly-gay. so there :\ i hope youre not an ugly-gay (:

woohoo i got new favorite bands. okay my previous nice bands still stand tho [: coheed and cambria, punchline, queens of the stoneage, jamisonparker, relient k and dream theater! whee but i still like jimmyeatworld etc :D

IM NOT HAPPY (:

'cos i cant do cartwheels handstands flips half-flips somersaults bridge splits for two weeks. wow im super duper uber freaking happy, really :DD see im grinning.

and art fests auditions are in like two weeks. more reason to smile :D

i wanted to play pool ytd alright. then cannot :\ anw mommy came home so yay dont hafta go m'sia. but i was kinda looking forward to playing snooker with daddy. oh well, next time then. since i prolly cant play with a sprained ankle anw. see engaged im not lying (i'll tell you the story on the other blog, the one i said i'll tell :D )

OH YES YES YES wednesday we went to play ZHUANGQIU at paradigm.! haha we were so desperately trying t collect moneh so we cld go play then jo had freaking 25 dollars but shes a selfish idiot :\ and didnt wna use it initially (and we didnt hafta pay for the game cos we thrashed aunty, shhh..)

went to beautyworld and uhm bought fries and jo was so surprised that aunty agreed to meet her. heehee yeah took bus down and both of started playing first. jo was like, okay when aunty comes you must not laugh at him alright then i was like, yeah sure (: then we were playing halfway and this uhm guy just walked next t our table while talking on the phone (how did he knw we're at table ten) and jo just laughed okay. so i like, suddenly dropped to my knees and laughed like shit :\ and i was hiding behind the table so much i didnt dare to come up and play cos it was my turn next and i didnt want him to see me play!

kay haha we feel quite bad though. and then i asked him to play for me and he won.! heehee then me and jo teamed up against him. hes pretty cool la, he finished the whole table after one break and didnt even let us touch the cue stick.

OKAY FINE THATS VERY COOL :anw we didnt lose very badly cept for some games. and i lost to him by one ball while playing singles alright! so im... not that bad la :D then we like, refused to pay haha being poor little kids so he paid! yup then went into lift. at first he went into one, then me and jo walked into the other, and the door was like gna close alrdy both of us collapsed onto the floor and laughed like idiots andandand. the door opened and he walked in and well, laughed/sighed at us! :\ so malu. but we feel quite bad.!

yay thats all. wed was a laughing day! (: