;short stories with tragic endings

in case you havent realised, me and eunice asked mrs phang the other day about how our classes were gna be like for the next three years and apparently all core modules will be held in mentor groups (like wtf) and they didnt look as if they'll change their minds. i mean, anything we say hardly gets through anw we're used to it. i seriously doubt it as a form of exchange of ideas or suggestions, it seemed like a 'now-throw-your-ideas-at-us-and-we'll-tell-you-why-they-dont-work' session.

does this offend the blogging rule? -frowns. im practicing for chinese olevels tmr yeah? the blog thing that may come out for argumentative alright! (:

well, frankly speaking, im not very happy with the arrangement but then again na shi yi ge xiao ren wu de xin sheng! get it? haha it doesnt really matter if im unhappy/pissed/angry at such a decision does it. it wont change anything. uh okay wait- i take that back. maybe they'll send me to the school counsellor. and its some sort of punishment i suppose cos i wldnt wna tell someone about stuff that will eventually end up in my parents' ears? and i cant not tell if not they'll prolly label me as a problematic kid :\ which wldnt be good for scholarships.

i seriously think the school shld place more emphasis on the psychological part of uh our growth, you know? and start paying attention to other details besides academic for once. i would say gep does a pretty good job for everything minus the propagandistic elitist idea theyve been trying to build in us. gep teachers are definitely better when it comes to handling students. if you think gep students in our school are abnormal, you havent seen the rest yet. maybe we're different when it comes to perceptions about things. remember when we had those cme lessons on 'what makes me gifted?' and 'how different am i?' kind of questions. haha its so funny. but anw its a fact that we're more mature. look at pple like po linn, claire, evelyn. this is what you call smart. looks, talent, intelligence, eq, sports, theyve got it all.

OH YES MY DARLING CLAIRE GOT COUNCIL PRESIDENT IM SO PROUD OF HER (:
HAHA SHES THE BEST I TELL YOU.

well, i miss mr teo alot you know? haha gep tchers actl went through counselling sessions on how to handle us students :\ i miss mr adrian chan too. haha hes a pretty cool el/lit form tcher la! and his witty comments. maybe we didnt like him that much last yr, but after you compare him to what we have now, yeah.. haha and yup, mr chan is super smart la. and confident. thats why he had our respect.

okay chinese o levels tmr
wah havent studied yet.!
i feel so notaccomplished today!
got so many new songs haha yay.