10.10.05 ;
>>if you would be my punk rock princess
i'll be your garage band kingdedicated to YOU.
im actually quite happy today. despite the fact that good friend number 1 has embarked on a obs trip and friend number 2 has yet to reply and friend number 3 didnt receive the msg in time, well im still happy.
i think i gotta thank aki and halu (: and uh the uh black sesame mommy bought for me! haha i love heizhima <3 and mommy too!
i think i dont now. im not ready haha. 'cos of what halu said i guess. i suddenly realised it and like after eight mths, i felt so damn happy cos i got a clearer idea of everything. to simply put it, i just wasnt ready. i wasnt ready to give anything at all, and i wasnt sure if the other party was willing to do so too. i guess thats why i always had doubts, i'ld always hesitate. its prolly one of the very few things in my life that i lack confidence in.
but then again, its good to be like this. its good to be innocent. i like being innocent (: though i am not. haha. today was a pretty nice day i felt somewhat accomplished. daddys rushing me off to sleep now! alright then hahah. im gna go buy a nice ankle guard tmr! if i bother to go laaa...!
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