no songs tday ):
the ones ive been listening to has got no lyrics so haha yup.

thanks to alot more random pple who had wished me happy birthday (: though i cant exactly rmbr each and everyone of you. yay i miss brittany alot. okay thats random but yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUEER ON THE 14TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ON THE 15TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALMERIC ON THE 15TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FABIAN ON THE 16TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LKY ON THE 16TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYCIA ON THE 17TH!

heehee lky too (x
yay i <3 lysh!

FRIDAY;
yay i love this day. it was uber fun 'cept fer some arguments.
tralalaaaaaye was a normal day etc then after that i skipped bball trng to go make my ic. it was horrible ): i hate it im not gna show anyone. my mom says i cant smile. whatever :
went t bugis and shopped fer a while. saw this reaaally cool hiphop kinda shirt. its like, short sleeves with long sleeves heehee. it was nice la. mom wanted to buy fer me but i asked her to buy my hoodie instead first. so she was like, okay. and she bought it fer my sister instead -.- but i liked the collar one more. it looks cool on me hahaha (:

went back to school and then uhm met up with jo aiwei nat tiff and ezra (who came to our school so yay [:) took taxi there. hahah at first the first taxi was like, me and aiwei and jo. but 'cos we were damn cheap we asked ezra along to pay lesser (: so i hope tiff wasnt angry. hurhur anw we were supposed to drop off jo somewhere 'cos she needed to go somewhere but she ended up gng with us fer the whole thing hahah. so yay! reached sji, and then went t the squash courts to spy on almeric! derrick sibling was there too! hahah i like the sji squash coach! i think ive said that the last time i went but still. yeah! he rmbrs me as the one who cheated him with almeric last time hahaha.

you knw. its cool you can tell who are the noobs straight away. tiff was complaining of the smell and investment in deodorants. heehee! (x then almeric has some sort of break so he took us on our tour. meanwhile aiwei and jo were on their 'taking photos' tour haha.

the school, is quite pretty laaa. i like the library. it looks so COOL haha. but i wonder if pple really study there [: or play. oh yeah we were on our way to the street soccer place then we met up with xavier too! (see i didnt spell yr name wrongly haha) oh, then no more break so we tried to find smthng to amuse ourselves.

TOOK LOTSA PICTURES (x
OMG IT WAS UBER FUN. WE'RE LIKE, HAHAH TRYNA LOOK SO BIMBO ON THE BARS ITS FUNNAAAAAYE. yay hope jo uploads them soon! (: it's fun.

then the grp of us went fer dinner! (x hahah four guys four girls. in celebration of me and almeric's bday (yay) me jo tiff aiwei almeric ezra derrick xavier! haha okay we're cheap dudes we went to kfc at fareast. oh well, thankfully it wasnt pastamania. the bus ride there was hilarious though. heh we were passing on the empty cups and sibling was a gentleman he took it fer us! and we're back to our 'hey gan eng seng rocks man!' craziness. it was really cool, i havent had such fun in ages.

and ezra i think taught me the stupid handshake thing! it was SO FUNNY hahaha i kept doing it to almeric and xavier. they got tricked kay! mm so i guess the pple on the bus were pretty irritated cos we made ALOT of noise.

so. the dinner was quite cool i think we rocked big time. esp with all the cold jokes etc. we made so much noise. and when they tried to sing the happybirthday song i like, hid underneath the table haha. and then prankcalling! they used my phoneeee! haha but nvm anw OMG it was hilarious. i thought that guy cld take jokes but apparently not. hahaha 0.5 plus 0.5 equals?

IM YOUR MATH TCHER
KERPALLLLL AT THE AIRPORT
OH WHOS THE RETARD WHO GOT ONE MARK?

hey its all in the spirit of prankcalling hokay! no offense meant, really. besides, we were just quoting fer the last line (x

and xavier's mom called. this was weird la. and quite scary i suppose.
'COS SHE SAW ALL OF US :and almeric was funnaaaaye. so we're all like. his friends and i dont knw xavier at all, really.

so bus ride home. derrick xavier almeric me and tiff took 190 back. yay i love tiff <3 ahaha. ezra sent aiwei fer her taekwondo class (so sweet!) and jo took another bus back. and hahah jo kinda like left her wallet in my bag so she kinda like, dropped off at the next bus stop. shit must be so maluating :\ so yeah 190 came but it was freaking crowded. then after that there were like 3-4 more buses! at first pple were squeezing into the 2nd or 3rd bus but then tiff shouted out so loud that there were more buses so all the pple decided to take the other buses too. which means lesser space fer us so i was like 'dont tell them dont tell them!' haha. im mean kay but whatever. i wna sit down.

we had so much fun on the bus. okay, tossed the wallet to jo at the next bus stop then we sat at the back of the bus. saw one of their sji friends called samuel and he was so nice he wished me happy birthday! hahaha but i did the handshake thing they taught me on him! :\ i hope it wasnt irritated 'cos it was quite fer fun anw (: we were damn hyper la me and tiff.

then we played the staring game! and i won (after much cheating) and some not laughing game. haha once derrick laughed i laughed like shit 'cos he looked damn funny. yupp then there was this sec 2 sji guy sitting infront of us. and almeric and tiff nearly saboed me! :\ then reached cck. sent tiff off to the mrt (: and me and almeric went to shop at lot one fer a while more then we went back. so yup ,that rounds up the whole day (x UBER FUN.

SATURDAY;
not exactly very nice but i guess korkor was really nice. wanted t go fer suntec thing. shit i shld have la but mom didnt allow. something happened and i was very mad so i went home myself and changed and was gna go fer the suntec dance comp. but mom called and kinda like threatened me. was uber mad but i didnt wna go home so i called korkor and he came out to uhm. buy breakfast and like, have dinner with me.! (x yup so i cheered up quite abit. played daytona! ate fries and sushi! heehee i suck at daytona ):

then went home. thankfully they arent back yet so watched black knight. they came back and kenna scolded (like that was totally unexpected) and yeah it was terrible la. i wanted to leave, i really did but i didnt knw where to go you see. i really wondered if i cld go to the esplanade place or whether jo's parents wld take me in fer like, a day. but somehow i dont knw why i was thinking of engaged. i dont knw why i called him. i really dont. i just knew that i felt quite bad fer what happened too, and i didnt want the friendship to just end like that. and i cldnt call jo cos shes prolly kenna-ing frm her parents too. and i didnt wna call almeric again. i guess i didnt speak much. and at first i was scared that he wldnt pick it up after all that happened. but im thankful that he did. i really am.

its so sad. i dont wna just be one of them, one of those. not like that. its kinda depressing. oh well, and if you dont care that easily, it really makes me think abt my friendship with you. is it really that. fragile? and i suppose i was at fault too. but i was quite hurt, and i hoped i hurt you too. but in the end, i guess maybe i wasnt worth your time afterall.

when i was just a little girl
i asked my mother what wld i be
will i be pretty
will i be rich
heres what she said to me

que sera sera
whatever will be will be
the futures not ours to see
QUE SERA SERA

i think i do like this song alot.