where i can run as fast as i can
to the middle of nowhere
to the middle of my frustrated fears
AND I SWEAR YOURE JUST LIKE A PILL
INSTEAD OF MAKING ME BETTER
YOU KEEP MAKING ME ILL
YOU KEEP MAKING ME ILL.!

okay im still stuck onto pink. its damn addictive. cant blame me, ive at least heard it like. 30+ times tday :
anw yay go read jojo's entry cuz its nice.! okay hahahah maybe thats cuz it finally has smthng nice t say abt me :D uh dont knw its quite touching in the sense that, i get the 'lost' feeling. about moving on and stuff like that. fer some reason it reminds me of viva forever and i liked viva forever alotalot when i was young. i cried while watching one of the music videos when it showed some girl being separated frm her friends and its like she cant help it anw she doesnt wna forget abt them but after a while she does. and she knws that theres smthng she doesnt wna forget abt but she cant rmbr what it is. so its those kind of feelings. its sad alright but at least you find happiness somehow.

i dont knw. like THE GOODBYE KISS.!
its nice to rmbr that you knw. its sweet to rmbr. but it gets depressing after a while yeah.

hoyhoy. i'm scared of losing engaged. it'll be pretty scary and i wont knw what to do without him sometimes. so yeah, its not fer the sake of saying those three words to confirm our relationship but i really mean it kay when i say it (: so, yeah love ya engaged.!

but i still refuse to believe the part abt nat cuz. ive got no explanation. i knw i ought to but i cant help it but i wont wna do anything abt it anw. so uh yeah.

and lysh (: i hope she still loves me as much as i love her.!

claire too. hope she nvr forgets me cuz i wont forget her.!

and the person whos been riding the roller coaster with me all this while (well, quoted anw), can we go try bigger ones. i prefer thrills at times you knw. but i think seatbelts are pretty impt too. dont wna fly away cuz HAHAHA I GREW LIGHTER.