start thanking :[ :[ last weeks been quite horrible in the sense of friendships and stuff but yeaaaah.

and my last few posts are so funny and weird and sometimes a bit depressing laaa.

so anw. feel like thanking god for some pple during these times.

thank you for lysh and claire. i dont need to explain. my bestest friends always. we're the 111-213-longd-trio.! (x and through all the performances we had together hist drama, all the lifeskills camp, lit seminar, moderndance comp.! yeah i relleh want the batch book alotalotalot. too many memories to behold. its a bit sad right we dont have any mementos of those. i still miss you guys alotalot laaa. and i didnt get to go for longd bbq so thats like ugh x(

thank you for jo and also for nat (before we quarreled) cuz somehow you know i once held them very close to my heart and yeah we did have alot of special moments together. and thank you esp for jo since we're like this stupid english chinese mix and we talk about funny stuff together too. anw yeah its sad that at the start of the school yr i was still so naively believing that these wld be my good friends for the rest of the yr in the school and stuff like that hafta happen. but anw, nvm.

thank you for oliver and tiff. oliver who i'll always trust for some reason, and tiff who i think it'll be damn hard for me to quarrel with. i mean, they are those type of pple laaa. so thank you for them.

thank you for alex whos been quite a true friend and i mean, really one who treasures friendships alot and supportive of us and stuff like that. and i can actl converse with him in chinese so sometimes its a bit more tieqie right.

thank you for almeric who has been a veryvery nice brother and tenging me so much and yeah, just being there for me to talk to as a brother. hes the type who prolly cant solve yr problems that well but will always be there and make the problem seem uhm less problematic.

thank you for jieshen whos always been so nice for me to bully and ask stupid questions about hmwk, for qianjiuing me so much and being quite a nice friend to talk to in weird times like just now and yeah, just being so nice to fall back on.

thank you for eunice whos so cute and nice to bitch with and talk to in class. thank you for letting me knw that she'll be my friend always (i hope!)

thank you for yammie whos been a great friend and thanks too for letting me knw at least that i'll nvr be broke or hungry and homeless cuz yammie promised to give me lotsa money when we grow up.

thank you for cheerleaders who helped realised our dreams together and making everything a success. thank you for their bonding.

thank you for other special pple too in this school that somehow i forgot but you knw im happy that youre there.

then to outside school.

thank you for ronald alotalot. i dont knw hahaha cuz hes always been a very fun person to talk to sometimes randomly and its nice knowing that ive knwn him since primary one which is like 8 yrs now.! its quite cool you knw. anw thanks for letting me knw that our worlds not dead totally yet bcuz there are smart pple like him who have nicely shaped brains and i'll always be proud to say that ive known him when he wins some prize. anw yeah also for the fact that i got first in pri1 and he got second will make me feel a bit better that maybe im not that stupid too after all.

thank you for leon. hes been a very great online friend laaa (x and yeah my birthday last yr was pretty memorable cuz of you and the happy birthday song was very nice and touching and yeah thanks for giving me such a never-talked-in-person-but-yet-close-friend and its good too.

thank you for jt alotalot too, for hes always the one who makes me feel high and crappy at weird moments and we're just so stupidly amusing each other online. and its really nice to talk to him and complain abt stuff or brag lots about our cheerleading thing and exaggerate things so much cuz he'll nvr really knw (:

thank you for jo's aunty so even though we dont know each other hes a very frequent topic in me and jo's convos and somehow it brings us closer cuz her aunty's so retardedly funny and cool.

thank you for shijie and fabian cuz i knw they'll always talk to me when i want to talk to them. its like those kind of blowhotblowcold things like sometimes i'll talk to them alot and then for months no contact at all but i thinkwe'll nvr forget each other. so its nice to fall back on them.

thank you for irwin cuz i grew up through him. and me and jo got to start playing pool alot and its been really fun game since we're so talented. so yeah thanks for letting me discover my talent haha.