im tireddd :(

yam visited me today.! yay (: twas okayishly fun.

anw. am i selfcentred.? aiya dontknw laaa i mean if i am then i relleh cant tell what right. eeee okay im mean. and im not nice. srsly okay fine jo said we're all still childish and suddenly it feels nice to be childish. cuz you knw you'll grow up someday right.? then heehee march i thought i was quite matured alrdy then now its like. what? i grew up halfway.? this is stupid.

okay wait i correct that. this isnt making sense. mm train of thoughts. uh the subconscious mind thing! yay i rmbred what mrchan said last yr during lit class [:

and its the first time i used aiya since like dontknw when. and i realised i stopped using 'liao's. which sound so terribly weird now.

blehh is everything all about me.? i mean there are times when i really only do stuff when its like i think theyre correct. like uh. no.1 its always wrong to be late for appointments. or meetings. its just not good and i'll feel quite bad but sometimes gotta hide it if not others will chenji.

and sometimes will yiqiyongshi i think. okay fine my english sucks i gotta sub in chinese chengyu cuz ayeeee i dont knw the english form of it :\ then i mean like, i think my friends in this school are gna be the gina/sharon/weishan/junyi type. the prischool clique type. and there's just the carin/alycia/claire type. my fengshan best friend and nanyang's best friends type. yeah so quite different. the latter is the instantly click and we are so alike and theres so much respect between us. mm and lysh and claire are quite similar to me in terms of character i thinkkk (:

then this schools one is abit more different. yeah like the other type. but still yeah. its somehow like jo and maria compared to jo and me i guess. its waaaaaaay different.

OH ANW.
CONCLUSION.
I SHALL BE A NICE PERSON :( I'LL TRY.

somehow you knw i dont dare to go see lysh and claire again cuz they'll prolly notice a big change in me but thats not what i want. but yeah i'll see them on Mulan day since i miss them alot! and all ny pple too! thirteenersssss! ((: and longd babes. hahaha.!