bleh
someone say angst.
that person is me.

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i dont know why i havent been feeling all great. i know it's supposed to be a new school and all but. i mean like.
UGH.
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it's no longer ny with all those nice nice pple.

no more talking to lysh and claire and britt everyday. no more daily hugs from mommy joo. no more recesses with them. no more best friends to talk with everyday.
you kinda get it. the feeling is just so plain terrible.

its like.
in ny, no one's mean. even if they sound like they are, you know they dont actually mean it and stuff, and moments later everyone will be hugging each other and offering moral support. maybe it's just the girl school thing. but you gotta admit, its just. different.

and sometimes difference is not good.

sigh
2yrs in ny are like. terrific. cuz of all the people there. track snrs, classmates, or just random pple.
fffine
i know im paranoid or whatever you may call me

yeah i know im angsting
shutup
you're not supposed to remind me.
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*CONTINUES ANGST*